"Wish I were heather... wish I were heather.."
~Present~
Suga's POV:
My mental state became unstable, swirling with negative thoughts every single day. I would be okay with a distraction, but when everyone leaves, I'd cry. Losing my patience, losing my will to live.
I wish I was healthy, I wish I could play volleyball. Instead, I was stuck in a hospital bed at the mercy of doctors and medications that didn't seem to be helping.
I wish I wasn't sad all the time, I wish I could go outside. I haven't been outside in a while. It's almost been a year since all of this started. Almost a year since Daichi kissed me.
How has it been so long and yet still feel so vivid? How did my feeling for Daichi get stronger?
I wish I was at school, I wish I was at home in my own bed. I would learn and graduate from school, sleep whenever I wanted to. I want to cook my own meals again. I don't want to keep relying on other people anymore.
I laid back and stared at the ceiling for the millionth time. My eyelids fell and soon I was asleep.
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Wish I Were (DaiSuga)
FanfictionSugawara, a setter at Karasuno High School, had been diagnosed with cancer. He had a crush on the captain of the team, Daichi. He relives some of those memories. Daichi didn't understand how he felt, but when he figures out that he loves Suga, is it...
