Gun's Point of View
It has been what? Five years? Napabuntong-hininga ako, hanggang ngayon hindi pa din ako nakakamove on. Lagi ko siyang naaalala pero sa tuwing pumapasok sa isip ko ang bagay na 'yon nakakaramdam ako ng galit sa kanya. I don't know what to do.
I want to keep worrying about him. I always ask myslef if okay lang ba siya? Is he already in another relationship? Is he happy?
That last night na magkasama kami, it was our last night. I said those three words but what? I didn't received any response. Napaisip tuloy ako na baka nga ikinakahiya niya ako at hindi niya talaga ako mahal. Natahimik naman ako sa sariling naisip.
Someone rubbed my back, it was my mom. "Gun, anak, sigurado ka na ba sa pagbalik mo?" I can sense the worry in her voice.
Tumango ako sa kanya. "I'm okay mommy. Saka saglit lang ako doon at babalik din ako dito para dito na mag-stay." I said to her as I hug her and kiss her forehead.
She sighed and touched my cheek. "Malaki ka na talaga, my baby is already a big man. Gunter, I know na may namagitang realsyon sa inyo ni Cade."
Natahimik ako. She knows. I stayed silent kasi hindi ko alam ang isasagot ko. Sila kuya lang ang nakakaalam maybe she can really sense it when it comes to her sons.
"I am not against it anak. Tanggap kita kahit sino pa ang taong mamahalin mo but you really need to choose wisely anak, hmm? Salazar's are not that just a family. We all know na they are dangerous, you need to keep yourself together and always be at peace when making decisions. Listen to this." she pointed in my heart.
Tumango ako at ngumiti. "Yes mommy. I'll keep that in mind."
"Let's go?"
Hinarap ko ang lalaking nasa likod ko na pala. It was Dawin. My bestfriend here in London. Isa siya sa naging ka-close ko dito kaya naman kahit sa family ko ay napalapit na din siya. Ngumiti ako at tumango sa kanya. Nagpaalam na ako at sumakay na sa kotse.
"Sigurado ka na ba sa gagawin mo?" tanong sa akin ni Dawin na kasalukuyang nagda-drive.
"Oo wala nang atrasan. Siya ang na una ako na ang bahalang tumapos nito." Tumingin ako sa labas habang bumabalik sa akin ang mga nangyari five years ago. Naikuyom ko ang kamao ko habang inaalala ang lahat ng nalaman kong impormasyon.
'Ang pamilya ng mga Salazar ang nasa likod ng lahat. Sila ang utak ng lahat sa pagpatay kay daddy at sa kamuntikan ng pagbagsak ng kompanya natin. Sila ang dahilan ng lahat Gun. Kaya gusto ka niyang mapasakanya dahil gusto ka rin niyang gawing pambayad utang ni daddy sa pamilya nila. Gumising ka Gun papatayin ka lang din niya.'
'Hindi sila biro kalaban kaya dapat tayong mag-ingat.'
"He needs to pay for what his family have done to us."
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We have arrived in the Philippines. Ngayon ay kasalukuyan na kaming nasa byahe pauwi sa mansyon na tutuluyan ko pansamantala. I am tired and badly wanted a rest. Mag-isa na lang ako ngayon dahil umalis si Dawin para din umuwi sa family niya.
Nakapikit na ako when I felt my phone vibrating.
I answered it. "Who's this?"
[ So? You are really here huh? ]
Napatigil ako. Paano niya nalaman?
[ Welcome back Gun. I miss you so much baby. ]
Miss? Me? Nagpapatawa ba siya? Umingos ako at hindi siya pinaniwalaan kahit alam ko sa sarili ko na gustong-gusto kong sabiihin iyon pabalik pero para saan?
"Miss me? You? Really? Wag mo kong pinapatawa Cade." I said as I clenched my jaw. "Kung wala ka ng ibang sasabihin I will hang up."
I heard him chuckled a bit. [You are still the same. My untamed baby.]
Napatigil ako. Napapikit ako. No, I can't be swayed just by that. Hindi pwede. "Shut up. Cade it's enough."
[Wala ka pa rin talagang pinagbago. Still acting this cute? Even your voice, hmm I miss that. I miss you baby. Come back to me, I will forget how you leave me five years ago.]
Napapikit ako. May namumuo na ring luha sa gilid ng mga mata ko.
"And then what? Magiging secret lover mo na naman ako? Ayoko na ng ganun Cade, I'm sorry but I am already engaged to someone and I love him so much hindi ko siya kayang ipagpalit sayo." I lied.
I ended the call. Napapikit ako at hirap sa paghinga. Balak ko na sanang i-off ang phone ko ng maka-receive ng text galing sa kanya.
"A fiance huh? Is he big?"
Napakunot ang noo ko.
"I bet he wasn't. Kung sino man yang lalaki na yan, tell him be ready. I won't just be giving you to anybody. I will kill anyone who will try to take you away from me baby. Remember that."
Kill?
"You are mine. Only mine Gunter Hermosa. Only a Salazar can claim you and that's me."
I texted him back.
"You are crazy!"
I received a voice record from him. I played it and I was stunned.
"Yes. Yes I am crazy. Baby, you are at fault."
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