The Malec Chronicles

Magnus Bane: Warlock of Broken Hearts

I stand in front of Shadowhunters and Downworlders. Most stare with hate toward the other race, but for the most part, they seem to be getting along.

Today was the day I entered in a new story in my long life: The day I'm getting married to someone I truly love.

I watch as the black haired beauty walks down the isle in pure white, to reflect his pale skin.

I remember of all the lovers I had in the past, all I loved but not as truly as I did with the Shadowhunter in front of me.

I remember Camille. A time I did love her, thinking we would be forever. She loved the moonlight walks and my constant attention. Her blond hair and her green eyes reminded me of the days that she could never enjoy. But that was until Tessa and Will came in my life, helping reveal the she was a no good cheater that intended to use me for my power.

I've had many others in my life, Woosley, Kitty, and many I choose not to think about. All I had to leave or have been left behind.

Time healed me every time my heart shattered. But the one person that killed me when they left was young Alexander.

I remember how shy yet brave he was. How he was strong yet fragile. His lovely blue eyes that sparkled in any emotion and his black hair that fell over his eyes, giving me and excuses to be closer to him. To kiss him. But it was when he was dragged into that demon hunt just so Jace can show off his son.

When I heard of the demon's claws sinking in his chest, I knew I would be hurt. The sight of my first husband dying was to much for me. Blood covered him, except for his eyes that sparkled anyway.

"Don't leave me," I whispered over and over as he spit blood. Jace stayed by his side, his son being dragged off by his mom minutes before. Isabelle cried into Simon's shoulder. I felt terrible for the girl. Her last brother dying in front of her for the second time and she couldn't do anything.

"Move on," he whispered, pulling the Lightwood ring off my finger. He kissed my hands with his bloody lips. I kept screaming no at him tell his eyes became glass. The tears fell from eyes for days. I couldn't stop and fought the depression. The urge to kill myself was always greater every time I saw something that reminded me of him, which was everything.

By the first month, I almost did. I tied a belt around my throat and was amount to hang myself when Isabelle and Clary came in. They stayed with me, telling me about another Shadowhunter that resembled Alec and was basically the same.

Now, as that boy was half way down the isle, I see the ghost of Alec beside me, nodding, telling me to go on. But I knew that I can never love him, as I did with my sweet Alec.

Forever and Always may not exist anymore without Alec,but that's how long I will love him.