Tears Of The Unwanted Wife [COMPLETED]

Unwanted Wife 6

Nagising ako at bumungad sa akin ang puting kisame. Isang lingon ko lang sa paligid ay alam kong nasa ospital ako.

Did Helius bring me here?

I remember na wala naman kaming kasama sa bahay and the only person I'm expecting to rescue me is also the reason why I'm here, suffering this pain.

Bumukas ang pinto at pumasok mula sa labas si Lucios. What is he doing here? Inutusan ba siya ni Helius?

He put a basket of fresh fruits na dala niya sa may table sa gilid. He sighed repeatedly while looking at me. As if he's going to say something but he's having a hard time telling me.

Dahil hindi na ako makatiis ay agad ko siyang tinanong.

"Lucios, where is Helius?" I asked him the moment he finished putting all the fruits in the table.

"Why look for a person na wala naman dito?" he hissed. I know they're ex-bestfriends but they seem casual when we met in the mall last day.

"Kaya ko nga hinahanap kasi wala dito, diba? At siya naman ang nagdala sa akin dito at inutusan ka lang niya diba?" I asked him with hope in my eyes, na totoo ang hinuha ko. Knowing Helius, I know may natira pang awa sa puso niya. Awa? Sumakit ang puso ko sa salitang iyon, dahil alam kong never niya akong titignan bilang isang babae na kamahal-mahal. Tanging awa na lang siguro ang kaya niya iparamdam sa akin except sa kaniyang galit!

"Hmmm, so you didn't remember anything about that night, huh?" he said na parang nag-iisip pa. What? Except sa aksidenteng natapon sa akin ni Helius ang baso o matatawag ba talaga iyong aksidente ay wala na akong maalala pa. All I could remember is the scene in the kitchen.

Tumango ako sa kaniya bilang pagsang-ayon sa kaniyang sinabi. I want to know what happened.

"Well, Kreisha. As you see wala dito si Helius because he didn't bring you here and he's not the one who rescued you." sabi niya habang nakatitig sa akin ang mga mata niyang namumungay.

"I see, I- i didn't- well, I'm not shock though-!" I told him as try to hold back my tears. I hoped! I'm expecting that Helius is the one who take good care of me while I'm here pero mukhang mali na naman ako. He didn't care at all. Wala talaga siyang ibang kayang iparamdam sa akin, kundi ang kaniyang galit. He loathe me that much.

"Don't hold back your tears, baby." I look at him again when he say that endearment. Siguro kung ibang lalaki ang tumawag sa akin non, it would sound gross and I would feel uncomfortable but hearing it from Lucios, parang ang sarap pakinggan. He didn't sound like a boyfriend calling for her girlfriend instead he sounds like a brother calling for her sister's attention.

He sat on the bed and open his arms para yakapin ako. I hugged him as my tears pulled down from eyes. It hurts! It fucking hurts knowing that Helius didn't care for me. Wala ba talaga akong halaga sa kaniya? Araw araw niyang pinaparamdam sa akin na hindi niya ako mahal at hindi ako importane sa kaniya pero bakit ang sakit pa rin? Hindi pa rin ako nasasanay sa sakit..

"Shh.. just let your pain out. Cry on my shoulders baby, I'm here for you.." I cried harder when I heard him say those words. The words that I longed to hear from my husband.

"I-m sorr-y, hff-" I told him when I regain my courage to talk. It's just so painful thinking that Helius choose that girl over me, again.

Am I not worth it? Why does Helius always ignore me everytime I needed him the most. Why does he always choose that girl over me? Baka nakakalimutan niya, I am still his wife. I have the rights, but he doesn't want me to fight for it! He doesn't want me to live with my rights! He is such a selfish husband.

Kahit siguro anong gawin ko, Helius wouldn't love and care for me. His heart is already tied with Viviene's heart and soul. Kahit anong gawin ko para mabigtas iyon ay hindi talaga kaya ng sarili ko dahil dikit na dikit na iyon hanggang sa kailaliman ng pagkatao ni Viviene.

For the past months that we're together, I realized na puro pasakit lang ang dinudulot ni Helius sa akin. Wala siyang ibang ginawa kundi saktan at ipahiya ako sa harapan ni Viviene. Nagmumukha na akong tanga but I didn't ever think of leaving him. Kung aalis ako, sino pang mag-aalaga sa kaniya? Sino pa ang magluluto ng umagahan para sa kaniya? At sino pa ang mag-aayos ng kaniyang kurbata tuwing umagang papasok siya sa opisina?

I can't imagine other girl doing that for him, makakapatay ako. Kahit ako pa ata ang unang madeponta sa kamay ng aking asawa.

Pagak akong napatawa, seriously Kreisha? Kung ano ano ng naiisip mo.

Baka hindi mo lang alam Viviene's doing all of that behind your back. Baka more than that pa nga ang ginagawa nila.

I felt Lucios' hand caressed my hair. His hand is moving swiftly as he try to comb my hair using his fingers.

I looked at him and a question popped up into my mind. This questions lingers my mind for days now and no one can even give me a clear answer. Kasi wala naman akong mapagtatanungan.

"Lucios.." mahina kung tawag sa kaniya as he continue to comb my hair.

"Hmm.." He hummed.

Nakaramdam naman ako ng awkwardness ng mahalata kong napaka lapit na pala ng ulo niya sa akin. Pero parang wala lang iyon sa kaniya.

I sighed and told him my question.

"You are a friend of Helius since childhood right?" Tinignan ko siya sa mata so I could see if he's telling the truth pero hindi siya nagsalita at simpleng tumango lang. It means yes, right?

"Well, you know about his fiance err- Freya?" Finally, I spilled it. It's really making me curious. I've been wondering where Freya is. After Don Agustin offered me that deal, Freya went missing and it seems that everyone is not worried about it. I didn't see her, and I'm expecting that she would growl over me because of marrying her fiance. But she didn't appeared like what I've expected, until the wedding is done. No Freya showed up.

Well, last ko siyang nakita ay iyong nag dinner sila ni Helius sa tapat na resto ng pinagta-trabahuan ko. A year ago siguro. And after the wedding, the woman whose always beside Helius is Viviene, acting like the fiance and wife.

Lucios look at me seriously and his answer make me stiffened. I didn't know, oh my giraffe!