UNTIL I MAKE YOU MINE (CS #3) [COMPLETED]

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CHAPTER 10

IT'S been a month and our anniversary is in next month already. What should I do? Of course my family won't let us have a simple wedding anniversary at home.

Funny how we started off at first and now we're near in our wedding anniversary.

What should we do? A party? Grand celebration? Or whatever?

I haven't talked to him about this because every morning when I wake up he's already out of the bed, bathe and ready to leave for work that's why I can't just disturb him because he's damn busy for work that he don't have time for his wife. Great.

Not that I'm complaining but really? Seriously?

This past few days I can see that he arrives at home real late than the usual, we also haven't sharing a meal in the table. Every time he comes home, I'm already in the bed, asleep.

Nagkakasalisihan na kami.

Yet he's still trying to make love to me as much as possible even though we're both tired and need to rest. He's insatiable.

I'm trying my best to understand him, really. Because I also have my own work and when it's me who's busy writing, he's trying his best to understand me as well.

Nitong mga nakaraang araw, I can feel myself different. Something is different going on. I've been vomiting and having headache, I feel sick.

Maybe because of stress in work. I can't find the right words to fit in that's what stressing me out these days.

I'm here in Cheska's Cafe with the two, nakakatuwa ring nandito sila kaya may nakakausap ako sa mga bagay-bagay. Sam and Cheska is having a conversation about their type of guy when I rushed to the comfort room to vomit, wala naman akong isinusuka kung hindi tubig that's why hindi ko alam kung may nakain ba akong masama or what.

Also yesterday nang magluto si Xairuz ng breakfast ay ipinatapon ko iyon sa kaniya nang maamoy ko kasi ang bawang sa sinangag ay halos umikot ang tyan ko at nagduduwal sa lababo. Xairuz is furious dahil ipinapatapon ko ang pagkain and worried dahil sa pagduduwal ko, but I told him I'm fine.

"Ano bang nangyayari sa'yong gaga ka?" Nag-aalalang tanong ni Cheska sa'kin, ganyan na 'yan e, sanay na kami.

"Hindi ko rin alam." Nanghihinang sagot ko.

"Okay ka lang ba, Sarah?" Si Sam naman this time, these two were eyeing me.

"Nahihilo ako." Mahinang sagot ko.

"May nakain ka bang hindi maganda?" Tarantang tanong ni Sam.

"Nakain mo si Daniella?" Singit ni Cheska kaya medyo natawa ako habang humahagalpak nang tawa si Sam sa sobrang saya, hindi na talaga magbabago pa si Cheska, ever since college ganyan na talaga 'yan.

"Napakaitim talaga ng budhi mong gaga ka, hindi ka talaga tatanggapin sa taas. Paubos na ticket mo sa langit." Natatawang saad ni Sam, halatang binibiro si Cheska.

"Kaysa naman sa'yo, pabebeng 'to. Ganda ka? Ganda ka? Akala mo kung sinong napakabait at inosente e napakawild din naman." Bawi naman ni Cheska kay Sam na ikinapout neto, pinagmamasdan ko lang silang magtalo dahil ganyan talaga sila lalo na kapag magkakasama kaming tatlo.

"Tama na yan." Mahinang pang-aawat ko sa dalawa.

"Alam mo Sarah? Ikaw ha nakakahalata na ako sa'yong gaga ka ha, umamin ka nga sa amin. Buntis ka 'no?" Mapangmata akong tinitigan ni Cheska at tila naghihintay naman ng sagot mula sa akin si Sam.

"Nagsusuka at nahihilo lang buntis agad? Hindi ba pwedeng stress lang or may nakaing hindi maganda?" Balik na tanong ko.

"Kaya ka ba blooming nitong mga nakaraang araw kasi nadidiligan ka ng asawa mo?" Painosenteng tanong ni Sam.