Sinner II Vmin

Revelation

2 Kings 20:5, "I have heard your prayers and seen your tears; I will heal you."

    "Ok, back to you. You mentioned Yoongi, as in the one that goes to our church?" Timidly, I nod my head yes.  "What did he do to you?" The boy in front of me asks in a growl. I can see the flames of fury rising behind his eyes. Gulping, I reluctantly begin my experience. "Well he always would pick at me and bully during church. Since we go to the same school he and his friends would do and say harsh things to me. I've never told anyone this, not even Jungkook. The only thing I would do is try and tell him to stop, which he didn't. Eventually it got worse... h-he would g-get, um... I-I'm s-sorry." I apologized, getting choked up from a lump in my throat that I couldn't swallow. Usually these events stay in my head not being able to be broadcasted to anyone. "Take your time Jimin-ah, no one's rushing you. We have unlimited time." Taehyung's soothing voice speaks, calming my nerves.  "H-he got... physical."

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(Taehyung's POV)

    "What do you mean by physical? Did he hit you?" The boy looks down, his damp cheeks glistened with tears. Jimin doesn't talk for a moment, he just zones out staring at a spot on the wall. I don't interrupt or try to get him to talk again. Poor boy, I can see the broken soul behind his pretty eyes. I always sensed something deeper is going on with him. No one just goes around looking melancholy everyday. He's always caught my eye from the moment I saw him. This boy is the most breathtakingly beautiful person I've ever seen. It pains me to see such a sorrowful expression on him all the time. Every moment I would glance his way he constantly looked like he were in search for something. Now I interpret it as him searching for an end, and end to all this torture.  "He would be violent, but m-more so he was... s-sexually violent. I-I didn't s-say y-yes to a-anything he did. H-he took m-my virginity, t-the only innocence I h-had left. The f-first time h-he filmed i-it, p-posting it on Twitter. The video was cropped s-so o-only I was in the video. Taehyung I feels so disgusting. Whenever I shower I scrub my skin so hard that it sometimes bleeds, all to get rid of his burning touches that I can still feel. Almost every night I can't sleep peacefully without re-living the constant hell he puts me through. And I'm sorry for throwing fits when you wanted to show me affection, or just wanted to know what's wrong, I-I'm s-sorry for being a b-burden. W-Why am I-I even alive?" He hiccupped, voice becoming raspy from his gut- wrenching sobs.  "All I-I do is disappoint everyone. I feel like I'm trapped in an endless cycle of torment and I-I want to get o-out. Tae Tae please help me get out." The boy pleaded, almost sounding child-like. Speechless was what I would describe myself at that moment. Listening to his story I put the puzzle pieces together. Every word he said makes sense. The semi- permanent dreadful expression that he usually wore makes sense now. I haven't realized until a heavy tear fell, landing on my hand that I was crying. My heart felt like someone was chipping away at it with a hammer, with every word he spoke. I wish I could've been there to prevent it, save him and keep him protected from all evil. Gazing at him, I take in his distraught being. "Can I hold you?" I ask him carefully. As soon as he nodded yes I reached out with open arms, allowing him to come to me. Once he was secure in my embrace the intense urges to never let him go increased greatly. "It all makes sense now." I mutter out loud for no one in particular. "What does?" Falling back, I let my head clash down onto the pillows. Jimin, still being in my grasp, collapsed with me. He ended up with his head on my chest. "Everything you do makes sense. I realize that all those times I did something that made you freak out was because you were triggered. If I touched you suddenly you would get so upset, you still do. So now I know one way to not trigger you. From now on we need to figure out each other's buttons so we don't press them and trigger each other. Please always let me know if anything I do makes you upset or uncomfortable, ok. Communication is important." Jimin is literally the only light that I have in my life right now. He's the main source of fuel that keeps my engine running. There's just something about him that draws me in, an inescapable attraction. I can't and won't let him go, it will take God himself to let that happen.  "I will let you know, and let me know if I do anything that upsets you as well it goes both ways. And thank you for listening to me, I still don't know why you care so much but I like it." I scoff, "Stop saying that, I care about you because you're worth caring for and that's that." Not able to hide the smile from blooming, he flashes the most stunning smile I've seen. Witnessing this moment, I realized I don't want to ever let him go.  "Jimin, this may seem too soon but... will you be my boyfriend?"