Good Girl Gone Bad

Chapter 19

Maya's POV:

Lucas: ...will you go out with me?

Oh my god! what! Is he being serious? Why would he just ask me out? I mean I was a bitch to him and stuff.

I don't know if I wanna go on a date with him. I mean I want to but I can't. I guess. Gosh I hate feelings. I cannot fall for him.

What am I supposed to do now? He knows that I saw his text already. And it's been 10 minutes since then. I don't wanna keep him waiting.

But I don't know what to say! I need some more time to think about this!

Me: are you sure? About that date stuff..

I lock my phone. And hear a few minutes later that I got a new message. I look at the screen and it's obviously from lucas. I'm don't slide to unlock my phone.

Lucas: yes.. I mean it

I seriously don't deserve Lucas. I've been such a bitch to him because of nothing.

Like yea he did hurt my feelings but this. He could do so much better. I'm just stupid.

He should get over that. He could get like anyone. The girls at school almost fight with eachother when they see him.

Me: sorry I can't do this. I gtg

It feels like I just ruined everything but it's for the best. He probably hates me now. But he wouldn't understand my reason.

I'm acting like a bitch because I am one. And he doesn't deserve that.

I take my phone and click on riley's number.

"Hey can I come over?"

"Sure, did something happen?" Riley asks.

"Yes actually. I'll tell you later. See you in 10"

"Okay bye maya" Riley says and ends the call.

I take my jacket and go out the door.

The other question is. How am I supposed to act at school tomorrow? Oh that will be a looong day.