Life as an Ultima Werewolf

Starlight

I am repurposing starlight as their form of Heaven

             When we got to town, all of our friends were there. We caught up on what we missed then it was time for me to go back "home". Irene greeted me at the gates happily hugging me. Yay, I thought sarcastically, back to my boring life here. I hatted it here, everyone is afraid of me and none of the other angels here would talk to me besides Irene and Alexia. "Irene?" I said while my wings were changing color from black to dark blue. "Yes, Sweety," She replied. "Can I have my normal life back?" I asked filled with hope. "Yes," She said, "But you will have to wait another year." "Why?" I said with tears flowing down my face, "I want to go back to my family! No one wants me here except for you and Alexia! The others are afraid of me and won't talk to me! There afraid of what I can do!" I broke down in her open arms. "It's okay, my child," She said in her motherly tone, "Tell me who is afraid of yo-" "No!" I said pushing her away, "This won't solve anything! Even if you help, they will still be afraid of me!" The clouds grew dark then rumbled violently after I finished. "Calm down, Sweety," Irene said with a hint of fear in her voice. "NO!" I screamed catching her fear scent, "I HATE IT HERE!!! I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS PLACE!!! EVEN YOU ARE AFRAID OF ME!!!!" "Shannon," She said with worry in her voice, "Please calm down. Your emotions will destroy Starlight!" "NO!" I screamed. Alexia appeared and she was trying to calm me down by hugging me. I fought her but I eventually gave in. "I just want to go home," I said while crying in her shoulder. "I know," Alexia replied, "I was like you once, but this wasn't the first place I ended up. Believe it or not, I didn't really like it here but it was better than the realm I was trapped in." "Well you're not an Ultima!" I said with rage while still crying, "You didn't have to live with my curse! You don't know what it's like to feel so alone!" "Yes, Shannon, I do know what it's like to feel alone," She said, "Let me show you why I killed myself." She held her hand out and I hesitantly reached for her hand. The moment we touched, the world around us dissipated into a grey void. "What is this place?" I asked. "This is the memory corridor," Alexia said, "It will help you get into my memories easier." "Okay," I said. "Are you ready?" She asked a few minutes later. "Yeah," I said...