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Chapter Ten

JUNGKOOK's POV

I held the strap of my bag as I looked at the school in front of me. I'm going back to school again after what happened. I covered myself a lot. I just wore my hoodies and my pants. Still the same though.

I stepped in the school gate before breathing heavily.

You can do this.

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I avoided everyone's stare and just went to my locker. I unlocked it before putting some of my books when I noticed a folded letter at the very back of it.

Confused, I looked at my left and right. We don't know, the person that put this letter on here is still near here. But as expected, I found no one.

Who will put this in here?

I closed my locker before opening the letter. There I saw a bar of chocolate and a folded paper again, probably the letter already.

I squinted my eyes as I read the letter carefully. Everything went silent and my heart is pounding so loud because of mixed feelings.

Hope you'll eat that chocolate bar for you to feel better. Take care of yourself ~

                                              -KT

My lips automatically smiled as I felt my cheeks burning. I wanted to shout so bad because I'm overwhelmed because of what I just read right now.

It's him again... that fucking jerk that made my heart jump.

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"Mr. Jeon?"

I stopped writing our activity. I looked up and saw my teacher holding something.

"Yes, sir?" I asked while waiting for him to talk again. I saw him going in my direction, passing me a piece of rose with a folded letter, again.

My classmates looked at me as I read the paper.

"Looks like Mr. Jeon had an admirer already." my professor said that made them smile at me as well. Some got confused but most of them looked okay with it.

I wandered my eyes and met Taehyung's eyes. I bit my lip to stop myself from smiling but lost it when he winked at me.

I laughed quietly before nodding my head. The professor went back in front again to discuss but I'm still out of my mind because of what happened today.

I can vision myself and him together. Wait, why am I being like this? Silly me, I'll never be his boyfriend. He only fuck girls and he'll never fall in love with me, although I'm slowly falling for him.

I can't understand why is he doing this. I'm still confused about what is his reason why he gave me these things. It's still on my mind that he's a fuckboy. He might hurt my feeling or even dump me just like what he did to the other girls there. Can I even stop my feelings right now?

I looked at him again and caught him staring at me. His smirk is not on his lips, because it's already replaced with a real smile. His eyes are almost disappearing as his boxy smile was shown.

His eyes were sparkling, together with his bright and wide smile at me as I felt butterflies flying around on my stomach.

My heart is beating so fast whenever he smiles at me. I blush so hard whenever I caught him staring at me and I feel happy whenever he gives me these kinds of things.

Am I..starting to fall for him?

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I'm just casually going upstairs because I feel like exploring the school more. This part of the building is allowed to anyone and I still haven't got here so I would like to see what I will get in here.

I stepped on the stairs when I suddenly tripped my foot, I was expecting myself to fall when I felt a hand snake in my waist, preventing me from falling.

I sighed in relief. I thought I'll die in here

"You should be more careful, dummy." I startled. This is...

I immediately stood up properly before fixing my clothes, thinking about how I should face him right now.

I looked over my shoulder and saw him holding the railings of the stairs, probably waiting for me to look at him.

"T-Thank you. I... I gotta go!" I said to him stuttering.

God, Jungkook. Fix yourself!

"Can we talk.. right now, Jungkook?"

My head automatically looked at him and saw his face, again. His eyes were pleading. I have no words because shyness is taking over my body, but how can I say no to him?

"I know I fucked up, but I just wanted to talk to you about what happened." he continued before holding my hand. I hissed because of the sudden action. The wound from the needle is still fresh and the back of my hand is still bruised.

"S-Sorry," said Taehyung before letting go of my hand slowly.

I closed my eyes as the air hit my skin. The birds are chirping with love as clouds moved with them.

The sun is high and the trees are dancing together with the fresh air. A great way to make me calm, at least.

I hear him cleared his throat that's why my eyes went to him.

"About what happened, I'm sorry if I did that to you. I'm fucking out of my mind that time and it took over me. I feel like a dumb asshole because of what happened to you." he muttered to me, avoiding my eye contact.

I looked back in the sky, admiring the view again.

"It's not your fault. I wanted it and I forced you to do that with me, so I'm supposed to be sorry to you."

I looked at him back again for a few seconds before laughing quietly.

"But why are making me feel this way? I shouldn't feel this whenever I'm with you, but why do you always make this heart of mine beats so fast?"