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Chapter Thirteen

JUNGKOOK's POV

We're in the same spot where we first confessed together.

He is leaning to the railings, while I'm sitting in the ground, casually eating my sandwich.

We didn't say anything. We're not talking and just chewing what we have right now. I don't mind, but it's kinda getting awkward.

"What you said is true...right?" I asked out of the blue that made him go closer to me. He sat down beside me, holding my body near him.

"The confession? Hm, yeah. I like you." he said, looking at the sky as well.

I'm still unsure about his answer but I shook it away. I should not doubt him, but the fear is still there. It's my first time going into a relationship and it just scared me that he will dump me away too.

"You'll also dump me away just like you did to other girls...right?" I asked honestly, looking up at him and waiting for his answer.

He lowered his head to mine before pecking my lips. We looked at each other for a while before smiling together.

"Why would I do that? I like you so much. No... I love you already." he answered confidently, leaning his forehead to mine.

"I love you too."

He intertwined his hands with me. He moved my head to his shoulder as we both watched the view.

I heard a burst of short laughter from him that made me look at him. He just played with my fingers before holding them tightly again. I smiled suddenly before tapping his hands lightly.

"What's so funny, hm?"

"It's so fun knowing that we hate each other at first, but end up being together now,"

"That's quite shocking too," I uttered before putting my head onto his shoulder again.

"Have you ever dated boys before, Tae?"

Taehyung sighed before shaking his head no. Does this mean that...I'm his first boyfriend? I'm his first boyfriend..?

"I haven't dated boys before, but when I first saw you, I don't want anyone else," he explained, swaying his body from side to side with me.

I got shy that's why I lowered my head. It made my heart flutter so much. I never wanted anyone else besides him too.

"How about you, are happy being with me?"

I did not hesitate to nod at him. He made me happy. Sure, he hurt me and make fun of me a lot but I'm not complaining. Unexpected actually. Because of him making fun of me, we end up being happy together and I'm hoping it'll last forever.

"I've been wondering, but why did you cry when we almost did it in here?"

The surroundings suddenly went silent. My heartbeat went slower than a while ago. Memories started to flash back again but quickly shook it away before forcing a smile.

Taehyung's eyebrows met because of confusion but also faded away very fast. Sighing, I held his hand tighter.

"I'll tell you soon. When the right time comes."

"Well, I'll wait for that time then.." he whispered, before planting a kiss on my forehead.

"Oh, I remembered. Did you go to my dorm, last time? That bouquet you gave me?"

I saw him smile slowly before nodding lightly.

"Thank you for that. I love roses a lot." I continued before looking view again.

Despite how I feel, the fear is still there. I'm annoyed that I'm doubting him, but we went to this so fast. I can't blame him. I'm the one who agreed, and there's no turning back.

I felt him touching my cheeks before moving closer. He squinted his eyes at me that confused me for a second.

"Why are your cheeks so red? Is something wrong?"

I chuckled and shook my head no. "No, don't mind that. It's not a big deal," said me before laughing awkwardly.

I started to feel myself smiling when his eyes didn't let go of mine. He continued staring at my eyes, which made me stunned because of his big, round, double-lid eyes looking at my soul.

Not gonna lie, Kim Taehyung's stare can melt anyone.

"I don't regret dating such a perfect man.." he whispered to me before tracing my jawline, locking his eyes on my lips.

Shy, I pushed him lightly. My face is red as a tomato because of the way he looks at me.

Taehyung crunched his nose before holding both of my cheeks, wiggling his eyebrows to me.

"Let's go on a date?"

"W-what?"

"I want to take you on a date, love," muttered him softly.

He's been clingy since a while ago. I'm not into a clingy person but he's making me blush whenever he does that. I'm melting and screaming inside.

"I mean, I want to take you on a date. Like hang out as classmates in front of everyone, don't worry, I'll give you kisses after that."

I nodded my head to him before leaning my forehead to his. I don't want to get caught. I don't want them to make fun of us because of what we are right now. It's understandable because I know that he wants the best for us.

"Let's go down..hm?" Tae asked before standing up, still not letting go of my hand.

I'll always cherish this moment, the moment when we started, together.