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Chapter Twenty-Eight

JUNGKOOK's POV

"Jungkook?"

My smile disappeared when I heard that voice again. I didn't bother, I continued fixing my notes and books, sliding them in my bag then shifting in into my shoulder.

"Hye, can you wait for me?" I shouted to her that is now fixing her bag as well. I know she's still in a bad mood after what happened earlier, but she still managed to smile at me, nodding as her answer.

She gave me a sign that she'll wait for me in the cafeteria. I thumbs-up on her, watching her go outside the room, leaving us both alone again.

"Jungkook, let's ta-"

"I have nothing to talk about with you, Hye is still waiting for me so can you excuse me, Mr. Kim?"

What I've said stopped him from talking. I got stunned in my spot as well after mentioning his surname for the first time. I looked down for a bit, regretting what I just said.

"Do you hate me already?" he asked quietly, I barely hear his voice. I clenched my fist, laughing under my breath.

"I still need to go so please-"

He cut off my words by holding my hand secretly, making me close to breaking down. I bit the inside of my lips, controlling my tears that now are threatening to fall.

"Just...answer me. I beg you," he added, making me look at him directly. I pulled my hand off his grip, letting out a very deep breath.

"Why are you asking when you already know the answer?" I muttered bravely, instead of answering his question.

"I don't know what you're saying. You're leaving me in confusion and I want it to come from your mouth. Jungkook, do you..hate me?

"Yes, I fucking hate you so damn much. Now can you let me go? Go flirt with your fuckin' ass Samantha," I yelled, leaving him in shock. Clenching my jaw, I looked away.

"Let me go and get out of my way, Hye is waiting for me."

He didn't move an inch. Instead, he pushed me back, making me madder than before.

"Who is she? Is she your friend? Tell me," he said seriously. His husky, deep voice made me scared for a bit. The seriousness of his voice can stab me right in the heart.

"Why'd you ask?"

"Just fucking answer me Jungkook!"

My eyes automatically closed when he hit the armchair with his fist, creating such a loud noise. I gasped lightly because of the sudden action.

"Why are you blocking my way? Didn't you hear what I just said? Hye is waiting for me!" My loud voice roamed the whole room, echoing and heard everywhere. I couldn't understand him, what's the matter of him being like this?

"Answer my damn question, Jungkook. You wouldn't like what will happen when I reached my limit," Taehyung stated. I laughed silently. Well, I couldn't understand myself either. How can I laugh in such a serious talk?

"Are you scaring me? Because if you are, then sorry but I'm not afraid. You can show me what you got any time, Mr. Kim," I talked back. He squinted his eyes and throw dark and heavy stares at me, the reason I stepped back a little.

"Just use your toughness instead of pushing me to answer that goddamn question you have. Excuse me," whispered me, making my way out of the room as quick as possible, leaving him dumbfounded alone.

I'm lucky that everyone is already in the cafeteria, meaning that there are no students in the hallway as I walk through the path.

I felt hot tears triggering my eyes, slowly flowing down to my cheeks.

"God! Why do I always cry?!" I asked myself annoyingly. I lifted my hand, wiping everything before fixing my face.

I'm too weak for him.

I don't know where I should head out. My eyes are still blurry but I can still see a few things around me. I'm following my feet, I let them bring to the place whenever it stopped.

"Jungkook."

Both of my feet stopped as soon as I heard a voice behind me. From the voice, I already recognized who is it.

"Hey, are you okay? I kept waiting for you in the cafeteria and you're still here, did something happened?"

All I can do is sigh. I have no idea how to answer her questions. I hope she's getting the clues I'm giving her.

"Let's go to the rooftop?"

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"Now tell me what happened," she said.

I immediately held the railings, looking for my backpack before pulling a canned beer I hid in my secret pocket.

"Jungkook! You're drinking here on the campus?" Hye shouted, pulling the beer out of my hands, throwing it in the trash bin at the other side of the rooftop.

"They'll never know,"

"I'll tell them."

My brows frowned, making her raise her eyebrow at me. I laughed under my breath, shaking my head.

"What happened? Why can't you just tell me?" she asked annoyed, looking at the beautiful sight in front of us.

"Did you two had a misunderstanding again?" I stopped for a bit, nodding my head.

"Do I deserve him?" I asked out of the blue. I saw her smiled softly looking back at me.

"Of course, you do. You guys are the cutest couple I've ever seen. The power of your love made it much cuter," she answered. I felt my chest slowly lighten. Compliments about us, that feels so nice.

"Every day, it makes me feel that we're losing what we have. There are no changes between us two, it gets more complicated every time we face each other,"

"It feels like we're falling out of love."

There, I felt my cheeks wet again. My lips are slowly shaking, making me cover my face with my hands, letting them all out.

She put her hands on top of my shoulders, tapping them gently.

"Do you love him?"

"I do. So much," I answered honestly. I love him so much to the point that I'm ready to jump off this building just to prove it to everyone.

"Then what are doing here? Why aren't you with him right now and talk about it?"

I looked upon her and saw her still smiling at me with that questioning look from her eyes.

"W-What do you mean?"

"Go talk to him right now. Both of you should fix this before it's too late, then you're love for him there will be wasted," she pointed at my chest, near my heart.

"If it doesn't work out, then you already know what to do. We have no choice but to accept it, okay? But if it works, then you both will grow much stronger with your love for each other."

What she just said gave me hope. Made me smile and made me feel much lighter and happier.

I'm hoping this will work out, I don't know how to start, but I guess.. my brain will function itself once I'm already in front of him.