party

Chapter Seventeen

JUNGKOOK's POV

"Fine, don't believe me. Just don't go to me once Jungkook finds out what his fucking boyfriend is."

"Jungkook, are you okay?"

I went back to reality when Namjoon hyung called me. They all looked at me, except Yoongi hyung.

"We've been calling your name a few times now, is something bothering you?" Asked Jimin hyung while holding his waist.

Biting my lip, I shook my head before looking at my reflection. I've been trying to wash that line away from my head but it's just bothering me a lot.

"Where are we all ready?" I asked them, casually waiting for them to answer but instead, I got nothing but worrying stares at me.

"You've been like that since a while ago. Just tell us if you have problems," Jin hyung uttered, looking at me in the mirror.

"Jin hyung's right, what's bothering you? It's impossible if there's none because you've been spaced out a lot."

My eyes went in Hoseok hyung's direction as I forced a smile. I give everything I can just to make it realistic to them. I don't want them to worry about me.

"I promise, I'm okay. Let's just continue to practice and don't mind me that much, please?"

They still looked unconvinced but can't do anything that's why they only nodded as an answer. Hoseok hyung stood up, going in front before starting to count.

I looked at my side and saw Yoongi hyung staring at me, but quickly looked away when I looked at him. I need to talk to him about Taehyung, I should as soon as possible.

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"Hyung?" I called him as we walk to our rooms.

Yoongi hyung is always the one who last go out to our dancing studio, that's why I waited for everyone to go out until we're only two left. I wanted to ask him by myself.

He stopped his tracks, not looking at me. I'm just facing his back as silence filled the whole surroundings.

"What?" He asked coldly, still unbothered. I felt hesitant at first, but I need to ask him about this. Breathing heavily, I stood up properly before clearing my throat.

"Do you like Taehyung for me?"

He looked over his shoulder before laughing under his breath.

"What the hell is that question? Just tell me what you want, I still need to edit the recordings in the room."

"Just answer me." I bravely said to him, making him face me with his eyebrows raised, smirking at me.

"Raising your voice to me now, huh? So what if I said no? What you will do?" He answered, crossing his arms.

"What's happening in here?"

We both looked in front and saw Jin hyung eating his snacks. Namjoon hyung soon showed up as well, his eyes on his phone.

Yoongi hyung looked back at me while pointing his fingers.

"Tell this young man to not raise his voice in me. If you want, just go and live with Taehyung. Let's see if both of you will last longer."

My blood boiled and I slowly felt anger eating me up, making my lips into a thin line.

"What did you say?"

"Hey, Jungkook, Yoongi! Stop this." Jin hyung said but I didn't even bother to listen. Anger is already eating me up to the point that I can't even control myself to talk, totally forgetting that Yoongi hyung is much older than me.

Yoongi hyung squinted his eyes in me before throwing sharp stares, making me scared a bit.

"You should know Taehyung more and I'm telling you this, don't come to us once Taehyung showed his true colors on you."

He once looked at me for a few seconds, before going into the room, slamming the door loudly.

I looked at the floor, literally trying my best to hold my tears after sudden realizations crossed my mind. Even if he's wrong, I shouldn't raise my voice to him.

"Are you okay, Gguk?" I looked at my side and saw Namjoon hyung holding my shoulders, while Jin hyung stayed in his place.

I landed on my knees, letting out the tears I'm stopping. I can feel my heart tightening just because of what happened. I held my face, as I punched the floor loudly. The stinging pain in my fists hurt but eventually, I felt like my body turned numb.

"Gguk. Stop crying right now," Jin hyung lifted me before pulling me into a tight ug, letting my tears flow on his sweater.

"Just let him alone first, do you want me to bring you to your room?"

I shook my head no before letting go of the hug, wiping my nose before walking slowly to my room, shutting the door.

I wanted to be alone. I'm regretting everything but..accusing is still wrong. It just hurt me so badly.

I lifted my hands, reaching my phone before looking at my lock screen.

There are still no messages. He always texts me, but this felt different.

Why am I starting to doubt him? Why does it feel like what Yoongi hyung is saying is true?