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Chapter Eighteen

[WARNING: Negative thoughts]

JUNGKOOK's POV

Until now, I still can't process everything that happened.

Why does it feel so..rushed? It feels so.. weird.

I can feel my hyungs looking at me that's why I lifted my head to look at them.

"Where's Yoongi?" Jin hyung asked but no one answered. Speaking of him, he still not showing himself since a while ago.

I heard him sighed before rubbing his temple.

"Jungkook, did you already talk with Yoongi?" he asked. I suddenly looked down at my lap, fidgeting my fingers.

"I hope you'll not get offended, but, you guys need to fix this. I don't want Taehyung to be the reason why you guys are fighting. I don't want our friendship to be ruined just because of him."

I clearly understand his point, and I have no right to disagree. We've been friends since then, and I also don't want this friendship to fade just because of me protecting Taehyung. But Taehyung is important to me too.

"We know you love Taehyung and we're happy because you already found the one for you, but please, you guys need to fix this. I hope you're getting my point," said Namjoon hyung while looking at the other members that just remained silent.

"I...I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I caused a lot of trouble.."

I breathed heavily, feeling a lump in my throat while stopping my tears from falling again.

"You don't have to. I would have the same reaction if that happened to me too, we know that you got carried away because of Yoongi hyung accusing Taehyung of such things without his proof. Just let him cool down for a while, okay?"

I looked at my side before giving Jimin hyung a slight smile as he tapped my shoulder.

Seconds later, we heard footsteps from the stairs, revealing a blanked face Yoongi hyung with his cap on.

"Yoongi?" Jin hyung called him but only stared at him, waiting on what he will say.

"Can you and Jungkook talk about what-"

"Sorry but I need to go somewhere," he cut Jin hyung with his cold stares before walking past to us, literally not looking at us even a second.

I bit my lip as a tear fell on my face. I heard them sighing and felt one of the members living in the dining area.

My head is still hanging low until I'm the only one left on the table.

"Hey, Jungkook! Stop playing in the sand!"

I just ignored him and just continued to dig a hole into the white sand.

"Argh, you naughty kid!" said Yoongi hyung before lifting me. I started t wiggle until he let me go from his grip.

I stuck my tongue out making his eyes widen before squinting his eyes on me.

"You're testing me," he said while chuckling before chasing me.

I immediately covered my face with my hands, letting all my verging tears out of my eyes. We've been bonding a lot as a group and brothers ever since and I don't want to lose this.

I don't lose our relationship either. We are still knowing each other. We're still starting. I guess I'm just hallucinating because of me thinking he's doing something wrong...or not.

I don't know. No matter how much I force myself to trust him with all my heart, my doubts are still there. I'm just scared that what I'm thinking will happen. I hope not...

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7:23 PM. The stars and the moon is already shining so bright together with my cool room.

I've been staring at the ceiling for almost an hour now. My mind went blank, it feels like the world just shut down.

Yoongi hyung is still not going back in here, and the hyungs are already worried. They told me that they'll just knock on my door once he's here.

It's been like 7 hours, I guess? And I'm still not getting a single message from Taehyung. Not even a call that just made me doubt him more.

A notification popped from my phone, making me go back to my senses. I reached for my phone before pulling a blanket over me.

[ He said he's single asf so I got him ✨ ]

The caption says. The picture is still loading so I decided to go to the comments.

Lllaniee01: Girl what? He's famous!

Ann_chaves: okay, you win.

grademarshmallow: Wait, I think I've seen him on my campus...

Marie1: He's the jerk! That handsome fuckboy!

My eyes widen as I scroll down to the comments more. My heart started to beat rapidly and started to sweat, curiosity eating me.

A jerk? Famous?

I shook all my thoughts off before scrolling more to the comment section. I'm impatiently waiting for the picture to show up.

Questions started to fill my mind. Negative thoughts circulating that's making me scared for a bit.

I scrolled back up again and saw the picture already. My eyes are still adjusting because of the light from the phone.

The world stopped when as I examined the picture. They're kissing..and the boy is Taehyung.

Covering my mouth, I started to let out the tears that are threatening to fall.

It's the hardest part, crying silently. I needed to muffle the noises that give me a hard time to breath properly. My heart is tightening so bad that I feel it up to my throat.

I shook my head repeatedly, looking like a fool, convincing myself it's not true. Convincing myself that this is just a nightmare.

"No...this is just edited. F-for sure, Taehyung will not betray me," I convinced myself before wiping my tears but just continued to fall.

I laughed. Pained laugh.

"Not true, not Taehyung. He'll not betray me. Never."