Fall Slowly

Commitment

I pulled into the driveway and felt some relief, when I saw Happy was gone. I went inside and showered and ordered a pizza. I sat down on the couch and checked my e-mail there was one for Stark Industries

I need some input on my new baby

-Tony

I smiled a little then I looked at what he sent. It was a small device that would temporarily paralyze a person. He sent me a lot to work with so I dived right into my favorite thing to do. I worked until around 1 am then I decided to go to bed. Happy still wasn't home so I assumed he was staying at the clubhouse tonight, I felt a pain in my heart because I knew he was probably sleeping with a croweater at this very moment. I shrugged it off and went to bed.

The next day went I got home from work he still wasn't there and I still had no missed calls or texts from him so I broke and called him but he didn't answer. I tried to keep myself busy but after a couple of hours passed I tried him again, but still no answer. So I grabbed my key and drove over to the clubhouse, where of course they were having a party.

I walked in people were drinking, two croweaters were dancing topless on the table, I rolled my eyes at the scene

"Looking for your man?"

I turned to see a bottle blonde, and a too small red tube top and a skirt that barely covered her ass. I gave her a dirty look then I went to look for Happy went she spoke up again

"I had a great time with him last night." She smirked

"Congratulations you got one night, but I still have his crow bitch!"

"Not for long, you think he wants a frumpy fat ass housewife?!" She said and I slapped her so hard she stumbled

"Get the fuck out of my face before I slit your throat bitch!" I snapped

"Whoa, down killa." Kozik said as he came to my side and pulled me away from the croweater

"Get the hell out of here." He told her and I looked around for Happy but I didn't see him

"Are you ok?" Kozik asked and I shook my head

"Where is he?" I asked and he frowned

"He's in Bakersfield."

"Bakersfield?"

"Yeah he left yesterday, something about Maria." He said and I had a million feeling rush through me, I just couldn't do this anymore. So I walked out of the clubhouse

"Gigi?" Kozik said but I just got in my car

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Kozik

I watched Gianna's car pull out of the lot, then I walked back inside and took a seat with Lee, Kelly, and Melissa

"What was that?" Lee asked

"I don't know man, Hap didn't tell her he was leaving I guess , then the croweater didn't help."

"I can stop by tomorrow, and see where her head is at." Melissa said

"You do that, both of you go." He said to her and Kelly

"I don't want no problems with her.'

"Brother that's Hap's old lady." I told him know Happy would like this

"Yeah and she's had one foot in and one foot out since she's been here. That type of shit can fuck with his head, we don't need that."

"Yeah and she's always acting like she's too good to be here." Kelly added and Melissa nod then they started talking shit. Nothing good was going to come of this I knew it

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Gianna

I was going back and forth about what to do but once I looked in the mirror at the burses on my neck the choice was becoming easy. I called Happy again but he didn't answer again but he finally texted me back only one word: 'Busy'. I sat in my bedroom, staring at Tony's number in my phone. One call and I would be out of here, but I couldn't help to think about the lingering feelings I've had for since I was 17. Could I sit by and watch playboy Tony Stark? How was that any different than what I was doing now? I was pulled form my thoughts by the doorbell. I walked out of the bedroom and to the door, I opened it to see a smiling Melissa,

"Hey baby girl." She said making her way inside

"Hey Melissa, this isn't a good time." I said trying to get her to leave

"I just wanted to check in on you, Kelly was going to come too but Lee jr got into some trouble at school."

"That's sweet but I'm ok."

"Are you sure? Because I can tell you guys are going through some shit, you can talk to me you know."

"There's not much to tell we're in an awkward place right now."

"The first time he laid hands on you?" She asked looking at my neck, and I brought my hands up to cover

"It's fine, you don't have to hide it."

"Well the truth is I don't know how much more of this I can take." I said

"What going on?"

"He's angry all the time now, that creepy fetish for blondes, the disappearing. you know I didn't even know he was in Bakersfield?"

"Honey I hate to break it to you but that's the man you chose. you got to lay down the rules, no whores at home."

"I don't want him sleeping with anyone but me." I said and she laughed

"That's part of the life, he's man what do you expect?"

"I expect to man I'm committed to, to be committed to me too. I don't think that's asking too much. How is that ok? He would try to kill me if I did that to him."

"Is there someone else?" She asked with a raised eyebrow

"No!'

"Ok, sorry." She said raising her hands

I looked at her suspiciously maybe I've said too much I thought of Melissa as a friend but never on the level of trust I have with Kayla. Something about this didn't sit right with me

"Look you should go, I need to go grocery shopping."

"Oh, I can take you."

"My car works fine, thanks for the offer." I said walking her to the front door, I went to shut the door but she stopped me

"You know there's no leaving him right? Once you put that crow on, that made you his forever." She said then walked away I slammed the door behind her. Then I went to get my phone

No sooner than Gianna slammed the door Melissa was on the phone with Quinn, who was riding with Happy, telling him everything...