one direction imagines(english and dutch)

DDM (Harry) *English*

So I've been writing an english fanfiction and kind of liked it so I'm going to stop writing dutch in this book and I'm going to continue writing english ones :D)

(Ik Ben begonnen met een engelse fanfictie en vond t best leuk dus ga ik in dit boek stoppen met nederlands schrijven en ga verder met engelse :D)

Enjoy :P

(Your pov.)

My hands shake as I pace back and forth in the bathroom. "this can't be treu, this can't be treu!" I mumble while running my hands trough my hair. About two weeks ago my boyfriend made me... do things I wasn't ready for yet and treathend to hurt me and my family if I told anyone. I wasn't ready to give myself to him, I just turned 15 a month ago! I get shooken out of my thoughts as the timer beeps and my heart beat picks up. Oh god... I make my way over to the sink and take the pregnancy test in my hands. As I take one look at the test I let it fall out of my hands as they start to tremble worse than ever before. Tears start to roll down my cheeks as my knees give out from beneath me. No, no, no! This can't be happening, not now! I start to scream and cry my eyes out on the cold bathroom tiles while I harshly pull at my brown curly hair. After a little I start to think about my father. Oh my god, I will ruïn everything for him if he finds out! I slowly stand up on my trembling legs as I carefully make my way towards my bedroom. I start to pack a few clothes in my backpack and walk down stairs. my father was over at my uncle louis' house so no one could stop me from leaving. I need to leave the house for everyones sake. I couldn't tell this to my father, I just abselutly can't. I grab my bike and start cycling as far from home as I can. Right now I'm in a part of the city i've never been before and I'm cold, hungry, and need my father. I want him to hug me and tell me that everything is alright, like he did when I was little and had a nightmare. Suddenly I hear a weird sound and can litterly hear the air escaping my wheel. The tears once from sadness change to frustration as I step of and walk towards a not too deep alley. I trow my bike on the ground before letting my back slide against the wall. regret fills me as I think of where I could've been now. I could be home right now, lying on the couch with my head on my fathers lap as he plays with my hair which reminds him so much of my mother. Mom... oh how I need her right now. She got in a car accident two years ago and died instantly. Tears rush down my face even faster as I think of how I let her down after promising her to look after myself, and dad, and grow up healthy and happy. I shake my head while resting it back against the brick wall and letting all my emotions have their way with me.

It's already starting to get dark and I keep feeling worse. the wind has picked up, taking the last bit of body warmth I had. I keep imagining my self at home, in a warm bath and I can even hear uncle zayns voice... wait... "(Y/N)? (Y/N)!" I hear him call out as he comes closer to my hiding spot. "(Y/N)? oh my god (Y/N) you scared us so bad, what are you doing out here" he asks as he runs over to me and embraces me in a warm hug. "Oh my... your freezing" he gushes as he pulls me up. "C'mon love, let's go home" he says as he starts to gently lead me out of the alley. "W wait no, I I can't go back" I stutter out as I step away from my uncles touch. "What do you meen? Your father is worried sick about you" he says as he looks at me with concern in his eyes. I try to form words but the only thing leaving my throat is a strangled sob as I breakdown again. Zayn carefully picks me up and sets me in the warm car before putting my bike in the back and driving of.

"(Y/N)? Oh thank god you're save" my father exclaimes as Zayn and I step out of his car. my dad picks my up in his tight and comforting hug that I have been longing for so long. We all get inside (all of my uncles are there seeing that they all helped with searching for me) and Uncle Niall fixes us all a cup of tea. "I think I know why (Y/N) left" Uncle liam speaks up and everyone looks at him suprised except me, I look scared. "I found this in the bathroom" he says softly while pulling out the test from behind his back. My breath hitched in my throat as I see everyone freeze. "Maybe we should give them some time togheter" Niall pipes up and they all leave, leaving me and my dad alone. "H how... how did this happen?" He stutters while looking at the positive test in his hands. "I I... I'm so sorry dad, I d didn't want to I swear" I stutter out. "Wait... what excactly is what you didn't want" he asks, his eyes showing how scared he was of my answer. "I I couldn't... He was too strong a-and" I stutter out while tears start rushing down my face again and my fathers eyes go from shock, to anger and after that they turn soft. "oh baby..." he says softly while pulling my in his lap and wrapping his arms around me. I burry my face in the crook of his neck as I start sobbing harder then I ever did before. He tried to hush me a little but only after about 15 minutes I was calmed down to only a few hiccups and sniffles. "I I'm s sorry" I say quietly while keeping my head in my fathers neck. "Hey" he softly said while pushing me back a little so he could look at me. "None of this is your fault, the fact that he couldn't keep his hands to himself is something you should never blame yourself for" my father said looking me straight in the eye. "I will send your uncles to beat him up for you, that sick gross basterd" he growls. Wait... what are we going t to do about... the baby?" I asked, the word feeling weird on my tong. "It depends on you. if you want to get an abortion I will let you, but if you want to keep it I will support you too" he says while softly tucking a piece of hair behind my ear. "Abortion feels like murder for me" I mumble while resting my head back against his shoulder. "That's okay sweetheart" he says while kissing the side of my head. "Just tell me next time okay? Never run away again" "I promise" I sigh as I slowly fall asleep from all the exausting things going on today

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