Note: this is a fanfic which means Rian’s story isn’t based on true story or anything. I made Rian and Cassadee’s story up so if anything doesn’t fit with the ‘truth’, don’t get mad at me or anything. Once again, I made this thing up. Cheers.
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“Okay, fuckers” Alex starts, looking at his band mates, putting his guitar down slowly.
“Hi, Alex” Jack retorts, making no sense at all
“Tell me here…what is so different with Jasey and me lately? I don’t understand…”
“What don’t you understand?” Zack ridicule his question, as if Alex’s talking about something that is too obvious.
“I don’t understand this weird feelings I’ve got around her you know, this increasing awkwardness…” he sighs, looking at the three of his best friends to help him out.
“How should I know,” Jack answers, playing random tunes on his guitar.
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Rian’s POV
I knew it. I knew something’s happening now. Since Jasey kicked me out of Cass’ room this morning and the way she looked at Cass, a look like she’s crying for help, I know something isn’t quite right. And I am still not very happy about her kicking me out by the way. But yeah, since the very start, when they start this ridiculous ‘friends-with-benefits’ thingy I know something would go wrong. Either they would come to the term of hating each other or this. Whatever this is. I know one thing for sure; they would not admit anything in this short period of time. They are too block-headed to do anything. Fools.
I could not say much though, Cass and I didn’t start out with something like their fucked up relationship. Well, maybe. I had a girlfriend when Cass and I first met. Cass was a pretty cool girl; in fact she’s by far the most interesting girl I’ve ever met. We were pretty good buddies, Cass, me, and the rest of our bands. We toured together – if you remember. Yeah, she was the only girl in that tour but she adjusted herself well and I hadn’t expected myself to fall head over heels for this girl, this…amazing singer and amazing human being in general.
Like I said before, I was in a steady relationship when we met, so I hadn’t expected anything between me and Cass, I just admired her as friends. I actually thought there would be something between Cass and Jack or Alex. But things turned out to be really different.
I was fighting with my girlfriend – in that time – at thanksgiving, when All Time Low and Hey Monday gathered together. So I was pretty much down at that celebration. I sat on the corner, staring intently at my phone as if I could actually do something by staring at it. Cass came by to me, asking like the best person she is, if I was okay. I said, “yeah, sure, why wouldn’t I? I am just so very thankful for this fucked up relationship I happened to be in, and this stupid fucking fight about some things that doesn’t even mater one bit. I am so, very okay. Thanks for asking”
Cass stared at me sympathetically, cupping my hands inside hers, “I am sorry. Come on, Alex’s about to start the sing off and you can have my share of the dessert,” she said. She pulled me along as she stood up, forcing me to go along with her. And thus, since then, she’s practically always there for me every time I feel down, and that’s when I realized that maybe I need her by my side. She gave me this happy, warm, gooey feeling that not even my girlfriend could give me anymore. But that’s pretty fucked up, I thought, I was in a steady relationship that had been going on for a pretty impressive length of time. But Cass gave me something else. She gave me the feeling of someone that was really, really, actually in love. Funny.
I know the problem is different but I think I was just as confuse as Alex is right now. I did not know what to do and the only person I could talk to was Zack. Zack sat me down after I finished my story, he bashed me at first, saying how I was such a jerk for feeling that way. He said I was practically cheating at my girlfriend but he did say that he knew what I felt because he had seen it in the way I talked to Cass and the way she talked to me. Was I that obvious?
Anyway, Zack said I have to stop being a dickhead and just call it off with my girlfriend. He said that whether in the future Cass would accept me or not doesn’t matter, I just had to break up with my girlfriend or I would hurt her even more. So I did. And so, after a long time of contemplation, I confess my feelings to Cass.
Cass was surprised, not that it’s weird; after all, she knew I was in that relationship. There were even some gaps of time when we – well mostly Cass – tried to avoid each other. But eventually I couldn’t hold it any longer, I need her and that’s all that I know. So I went up to her and confront her, which resulting in me, having her, right now, being the happiest man alive.
Anyway, my point is, I was just as fucked up as them when Cass and I started. And I think, the same as the advice Zack gave me apply to them as well, they just need to figure things out before everything got even more messed up. They just need to figure out how they feel about each other and what they would want to do with it. Whether they want to call this off or change their relationship’s direction. But one thing for sure, they need to figure everything up as soon as possible.
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FanfictionJasey is a girl that Alex talked to when she was lost in a festival and since that they become friends that leads to them taking advantages of each other. Will this relationship works for them?
