His Riddle

She must die

Y/N

I was tired of waiting for Draco in his room. I walked down stairs, because I heard they had a giant library. When I was looking around for the library I walked past a half open door, where I heard talking. It was Draco and Narcissa. I would usually never eavestdrop but I heard them talking about me and Pansy?

Mother why can't I marry her? She's the love of my life! I could hear him crying by his cracking voice. B-because it's complicated Draco! PLEASE MOTHER! I NEED TO KNOW... It hurt me a little, he had to marry Pansy? But why.. Ok so listen Draco...The reason you can't marry y/n is... it's because she must die if we are gonna kill the dark lord... MY eyes widened and my mouth dropped. What? I wispered to myself. They had to kill me...

W..w-what??Draco sounded scared. Why!? Narcissa wiped some tears away and got ready to talk. Because she is one of his horcruxes... What the hell? I thought to myself, what the hell is that? You know what that is right Draco...? He slowly nodded and fell to the floor in shock. I couldn't belive it.. I ran and ran thru the hallways, until I found the library. I ran inside of the library and shut the door. What they said was true it was huge!

I looked around the room and looked for a section with dark magic. There I found loads of books. I found one about dark spells, one about my father, one about death eaters and then finally one about these horcruxes. I read about it and I found a lot of information. It stood that horcruxes was object you put your soul in... my father must have done that to make sure he wouldn't die.

All my thoughts were spinning around in my head. I mean it was a smart idea, but why me? Why did he have to use me...? I knew Harry wanted to kill My father. But if he would...then he would have to kill me too.. I don't want to die! Not yet..I have finally found my own happiness. I have to make sure Harry never finds out im the last horcrux... I couldn't help but let a few tears run down my face.

I was scared. I can't die..not yet.. I wispered to myself. The room was so quiet and lonely, I was all alone. After what I just found out it was a huge shock for me. Draco would problably watch out for me more often, to make sure no one would hurt me. But I also knew that everyone wanted to kill him...Voldemort. And even tho he was my father I wanted it too. He was never really caring about me, not like he was before my mother died...when he was Tom Marvolo Riddle.

I like the old him so much better... But after mother died he changed comletly! That's when he became Voldemort and got even more interrested in dark magic. I personally think he was stornger as Tom but he took his own choices. I loved him...I FUCKING LOVED HIM AS MY FATHER! I gave up so much for him and this is what I get back..? All those times he tried to protect me from everyone..and everything... It was all just because he didn't want to die... I fucking hate him! Im gonna kill him! I have to find a way not to die... I don't want to die..but at the same time dying is the only thing I want...

I have to keep myself alive..for Draco. He needs me! And- I can't let anything happend to him. He's the only thing that keeps me alive...  The only thing that makes me wanna stay in this terribble life. I snapped out of my thoughts and put the book back, and walked out of the library. When I was on the way back up to Draco's room Draco came of the room he was talking with Narcissa in. Y/N! He ran over to me and I stopped. Yes Draco? Is something wrong... I looked down trying to avoid any eye contact. Where have you been? Why weren't you in my room? He sounded kinda sad and terrified. Well I got kinda bored, so I walked to the library... He held onto my hand. Okay....let's go upstairs I have something to tell you..

I followed him upstairs and sat on his bed. I..I have something to tell you too... He looked at me and started to tear up a little. He sat down besides me with a worried look on his face. Y/n...you..you- he couldn't hold it in anymore, he let all the tears escape his eyes. They were running down his face making his shirt wet. Draco..what's wrong? He kept on crying while he tried to tell me. Y/n...you are one of Voldemort's....
I didn't let him finish because I already knew what he was gonna say. That I am a horcrux? He looked at me in shock. B-but how..?! Nobody has told you.

I looked at him and sighed. How I found out is not the important thing right now. What is important is that Harry never finds out, he will kill me. But-  Draco said but I didn't let him talk. You know that Harry wants to kill my fath- I mean Voldemort... I looked down at my feet. I couldn't really think of calling him father now. Anyway- as you know Harry must break all the Horcruxes to defeat Voldemort..that's why he must kill me Draco...

Y/n...I won't let him do that! I looked up from my feet again and now on Draco. What do you mean? I looked at Draco in confusion. I won't let him find out or else he will kill you! I can't loose you y/n...
His eyes started to tear up while he was saying that. I need you..y/n. His eyes got filled with tears and sooner than I knew tears were streaming down his face.

It's okay Draco.. I got up and walked over to him ready to give him a hug. I let out a soft smile and a little laugh at the same time. "Draco I..."
Right before I reached him the door shut open and someone stormed in. I heard someone scream. "CRUCIO" all I could see was a tall blurred figure pointing their wand at me. I couldn't hold myself up anymore. I fell to the floor with extreme pain. "Ahh!"
I couldn't help but scream in pain while laying there on the cold hard floor.

Draco came running towards me. All I could see was his blurred figure but his warm touch and calming voice made me know it was him. Y/N! He shouted while shaking me. I just felt myself becoming weak and my whole sight was blurry. Draco shook me even harder. Y/n... he choked out. "Draco..just remember one thing.." Yes darling, yes anything. Just don't leave me..!
"Remember that you won't get rid of me that easily..." I felt Draco crying even harder into my chest now. He was holding me tight and shaking me. "I love you y/n..." I heard him say before everything went black...

Ouch that hurt...I wasn't planning on the story ending like this. Well it isn't done yet, it's gonna be one or two more chapters before we end. My plan was actually to make Draco die during the battle of Hogwarts..not y/n.. Also I know that you can't die of the cruciatus curse, but in this story y/n dies of it because she was really weak.