The next morning Fekeli is awake first he lay there thinking that this will be them soon a baby lying in between them happily sleeping in her arms Leyla started to fuss so he picked her up and cuddled her in and left them to sleep a little bit longer
Fekeli: Tamam canim shh shh let's go shh
He whispered then he got up and left quietly. Meanwhile in the kitchen Nazirye and as feeding Hamine her breakfast
Fekeli: Günaydin Azize hanim iyi misin? Günaydin Nazirye
Hamine: Ah günaydin. Oh look at the beautiful baby
Fekeli: Nazirye can you make a bottle please I don't know how to do it
She nodded and made it then he went back up the stairs to find Hünkar still sleeping and Adnan wide awake just staring at her he was touching her face and hugging her. He walked over to the bed and sat down quietly and gently woke her
Fekeli: Hünkar... canim
Hünkar: Hmm evet
Fekeli: Sorry to wake you but I need to go to work canim tamam
Hünkar: Tamam you go I'll get up in a minute, I will need to Hamine as well, has Leyla been fed?
Fekeli: Evet both of them have
Hünkar: Both, you gave Anne breakfast?
Fekeli: No I never Nazirye was feeding her when I went down to the kitchen
Hünkar: How did she seem?
Fekeli: I think she has forgotten about last night, she never said anything and I also told Gulten to come and take the children tamam
Hünkar: Tamam I can go for a shower then I will phone Demir and see how Zuleyha is. What have you got planned for today? Anything I can help with?
Fekeli looked at her and smiled put a hand to her face then leaned forward and kissed her
Fekeli: No canim but thank you for the offer I think if you were to come to work with nothing would get done haha
She smiled at him then got up out of bed and went over to the mirror and looked at her reflection then the door went
Hünkar: Gel
Gulten: Büyük hanim, I'm here for the children tamam
Hünkar: Tamam kizim
She came in and took the children away to get dressed and to give Adnan his breakfast. Meanwhile Hünkar was standing staring at the mirror and sighed
Fekeli: What is it canim, what's the matter?
Hünkar: I forgot how tiring this is on the body and mind, I've never told anyone this before but Demir isn't the only child I had with Adnan
Fekeli: What does this mean?
She went and sat back on the bed and he sat beside her
Hünkar: When Demir was about five, I found out I was pregnant again and Adnan wasn't happy about it. He came home one night drunk I had just put Demir to bed and he came bursting into the room and grabbed me he uh... he uh...
She started to lose her nerve and cry
Hünkar: He uh threw me to the floor and told me that he wanted divorce and that he never loved me anyway and that he didn't want us, but I got back up and told him no I was staying.
Fekeli: Oh canim
Hünkar: He started hitting me then kicking me, I begged him not to it wasn't until I was bleeding and beaten on the floor when Demir opened the door he ran into see me he stopped then and left.
He raised his hand towards her face and caressed it then pulled her in for a hug then kissed her, then wiped his tears and hers away
Fekeli: I'm so sorry you had to go through that, so what happened to the baby?
She took a deep breath and calmed down a bit he was clutching her tightly to his chest
Hünkar: Um he never came back for days then days turned into weeks. I know where he was so I got ready to go and get him, I started having stomach cramps, bleeding and then my waters broke, luckily I was found by Nazirye's Aunt who helped me she took care of me and we never spoke of it again. No else knows apart from you and me and that's the way it stays tamam.
She sat crying it was painful reliving those memories one by one and he sat there so still but you could tell the anger was building up inside him at what Adnan had done to her
Fekeli: How far along we're you canim?
Hünkar: I was 7 months along
Fekeli: What was the baby?
Hünkar: A little girl...
She sat there crying even harder than before
Fekeli: Tamam shh shh it's ok, you don't have to finish I understand. Just forgot about your life with him, he never deserved you in the first place. If I had only had courage to speak up years you wouldn't have lived a miserable life married to a man that treated you like dirt, this is all my fault I'm sorry.
Hünkar: Tamam we're both to blame, I should've left years ago and ran away with Demir but I didn't I stayed to fight for my son
They both looked at each other and sighed they hugged and kissed they lay back down and cuddled for a while until he had to go to work
