Waiting Forever

Chapter 5

Mia's (POV)

I woke from the best night of sleep that i had in years. Rolling slightly i bumped into something warm, frowning i turned and saw Logan sleeping right next to me. I almost panicked when this mornings events came rushing back to me. Smiling i looked back at his face and took in everything, when he was awake he had a boyish charm but there was also this hard edge to him that said he didn't play very often. In sleep he was relaxed and he looked so handsome that i couldn't help but reach out and touch his cheek.

Tracing his eye brows and running my finger down his cheek to trace his lips i smiled looking over my shoulder at my alarm clock i noticed that it was 10:30, we had gotten back home about and i know i made it about halfway through my show before i fell asleep. I had about 5 hours of uninterupted sleep, and boy was it wonderful. I turned back to logan wanting to lay in his arms all day but we had to get ready for class, i tried getting out from under his arm without waking him up but as i started to slide from the bed his arm tighted around my waist a small frown forming on his face.

I stayed still watching his face as it smoothed back out and then tried getting out of bed again but this time he frowned then pulled me back to his chest, "where do you think you are going?" he whispered in my ear causing my pulse to race and warmth flood through my body. His voice was husky and had that drowsy quality to it and it made me crazy with want.

"I need to get showered and dressed for school, i was going to let you sleep a little bit more before i woke you up," i say while i lightly stroke his chest.

He groaned as he opened his eyes and was instantly hit with light flooding into the room from my window, closing them he nuzzled my neck. I got up and looked back at him as he opened one eye and pouted. I smiled and went to kiss his cheek but he grabbed my waist and easily slid me underneath him. I looked into his beautiful, captivating eyes as he lowered his mouth to mine, this kiss caused sparks to erupt  where is hands still rested on my waist causing me to moan in pleasure. I sucked on his bottom lip and as  he gasped i plunged my tongue into his mouth, growling in pleasure he started moving his hands up my side causing the sparks to spread across my body.

I wanted him so bad but i couldn't bring myself to go there with him, we had only known each other for a couple of days this was completely unlike me. I pulled away and got up from the bed and made my way to the bathroom. Why was i acting like this? Why wasn't i scared of him? Why did i want to jump his bones like nothing from my past mattered?

I was damaged goods, my innocence taken, i have never had these kind of feelings towards a male before. Men i didn't have a problem with them but i have never been able to let go of what happened so i have never been on a date or tried having a relationship so, why did i want these things with logan?

Maybe because he feels safe?

WHAT THE HELL? what is wrong with me? someone just spoke in my head. I hear chuckling in my mind and the voice speaks again.

I have been here since you were 16  Mia but you were never ready for me so i waited and masked our presence to untrustful people. Logan is  our other half our soul mate, he will die to protect us and i will die to protect him. He will love us unconditionally you can trust him.

I slide to the floor thinking that i have finally gone crazy but what the voice said makes sense for some fucked up reason. The feeling of belonging that logan stirs in me, the reason why i trust him and that i know deep down he would rather hurt himself than me.

I asked the voice a question praying that i wasn't loosing my mind and that there was really voice there.

"Who are you?"