Waiting Forever

Chapter 8

Logan's (POV)

I stood there looking at her, i couldn't believe that she was willing to throw this away but i couldn't really blame her, im standing here asking her to give up everything she has built to follow me and give us a chance. After knowing some things about her past i couldn't blame her for pushing me away but i doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. So, i left i couldn't stay there i couldn't continue to stare at what i wanted so badly but couldn't have. I stumbled out of her room and forced my feet to walk to the front door.

I heard Spencer say something but what it was my mind couldn't comprehend. I grabbed the door and ripped it off its hinges rushing out towards the forest once i was covered by the trees and brush i shifted into my wolf and ran. I pushed my body until i couldn't push it anymore i wanted to run until these feelings went away, my chest ached and with every step i felt like i was dying.

I ran and ran not really paying attention to where i was going before i found myself at the pack house not wanting to see anyone i ran to the basement door and shifted. I opened the door and secretly made my way to my room i pushed open the shower door and stepped inside letting the hot water cascade down my body. I watched as the water ran off my body into the drain wishing that it would take the sorrow eating at my heart with it.

I was so wrapped up in my own pain that i didn't hear the door open but when the cool air came into the shower from the curtain being jerked open i looked up into the purest grey eyes i have ever seen. She stood there completely naked, mud smeared on her face and track lines from her tears making the mud run down her neck. I couldn't move my gaze from her eyes, they were so full of pain that i knew my own were mimicking hers.

She stepped into the shower and cupped my face in her hands so tenderly that i couldn't help the sob that escaped. Taking her hands from my face i pulled away, i didn't want this if it meant that i had to give it up, she wanted to be left alone so why was she here now?

Mia's (POV)

The minute i ran from my house i shifted into my wolf and ran following his scent i made it to a back door way. When i opened the door i didn't need to follow his scent anymore, i felt my heart leading me to him, like this imaginary pull was taking me to him. I didn't know if logan wanted me or not i never gave him a chance to explain, i told him everything leaving myself bare but between his agony and the confrontation with Zeke i forgot to ask him if it changed how he thought about me.

Walking up to his bedroom door i stopped before i opened it, i was scared to see what i would find but i pushed it open anyway, closing it softly behind me i turned the lock i didn't want anyone to just walk in until me and him finished this. I heard the shower running and walked into the open door way apparently he didn't hear me so i jerked open the curtain the minute i did so he looked at me and my heart broke again.

The pain and misery in his eyes made me forget about what i had told him, i couldn't believe that i had known him for a total of two days and he had wormed his way into my heart. I knew deep down that logan and i were ment to be together but for some reason i didn't want to accept it because he was a good guy he needed someone who was better for him than me, i didn't deserve to be with him after everything that has happened but i wasn't about to lose him when i had just found him.

I stepped into the shower and cupped his face in my hands his eyes never leaving mine he grabbed my hands, dropped them and stepped back further into the shower. I didn't like that, i didn't like that at all.

Grabbing his face i crashed my lips to his after a couple of seconds i heard him growl and tug my body closer to his as he deepened the kiss. i wrapped my arms around his shoulders as his hands dug into my waist, i opened my mouth and moaned when he started masaging my tongue with his. He pulled my body flush against his and spun us around until my back was pressed against the shower wall, pressing his body against mine causing my breath to stop.