Bottom Yuta Oneshots

Yangyang - Too Far

Genre: Angst, Fluff
Description: Yangyang's joke goes too far.
Warning: Mentions of food, weight, body image, forced throwing up.

Yangyang was known for taking jokes for a bit too far, but he never crossed the line. Members knew they were all jokes and he wasn't one to poke fun at insecurities for a little joke.

What the boy didn't know was Yuta, his boyfriend, was feeling bad about his weight and was on a hard diet because in Yuta's words, he is 'too fat.'

Anyone could see that wasn't true, but Yuta couldn't stop the thoughts going wild in his head. Of course, not wanting to be a burden to anyone he never told anyone about the thoughts going around his head.

Which led to the situation they're in now. All 23 of them went out to eat, yes, that was a lot of people but they all thought it'd be fun.

Yuta decided to eat a lot just to not worry anyone, he was sitting across from Yangyang who was talking to the other members around him.

Yuta found it really hard to eat because of his diet lately. He played with his food for a bit until Winwin whispered "Hyung are you okay?"

Yuta just nodded at the question, finally putting the food in his mouth. Yangyang looked at the elder and thought it was a great time to make a joke.

"Yu hyung, don't you think you're eating too much? Maybe you should cut it down a bit." Yangyang said jokingly, obviously didn't mean it.

This made Yuta's heart drop, that was the last thing he wanted to hear, especially from his boyfriend. Yuta just laughed it off and pretended it didn't affect him.

The ones around who heard thought the chinese took that joke to far and quickly made sure Yuta was okay, he just brushed it off but it really hurt him.

He managed to blink back the tears in his eyes but Yangyang caught a glimpse of the elders glistening eyes.

He felt bad.

He noticed that for the rest of the night Yuta didn't even pick up his chopsticks after his stupid comment. He noticed that his boyfriend kept to himself and didn't say anything else.

He felt like the worst person alive in that moment.

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When they got back, they all went to their main unit dorms. Yuta quickly rushed to the bathroom and dropped to his knees in front of the toilet.

He stuck two fingers at the back of this throat and made himself throw up all the food he ate prior. Was he really that fat his boyfriend started noticing?

The voices in his head telling him that he was too fat and he should just stop eating and carry on making himself throw up.

What he didn't know was the an unknown someone came back to the 127 dorms instead of their own. He looked for the elder around the whole house, aside from the bathroom.

Yuta has a history of doing this before so when Yangyang finally realised what he had done, his heart and stomach dropped.

He quickly rushed to the bathroom and saw his boyfriend throwing up, he quickly went to him and back hugged him pulling him away from the toilet.

This shocked the japanese and he started crying even more than he already was. "I'm sorry" Yangyang whispered continuously into the elders ears.

He pulled Yuta into his chest and rubbed the boys back, in hopes to calm him down.

Eventually the elder did, only tiny sniffles could be heard as Yangyang played with his hair, "Go brush your teeth and we can cuddle, yeah?" Yangyang whispered.

Yuta nodded, shakily standing up, grabbing onto the sink for support. Yangyang held him by his waist and guided him and held him stand properly.

Yangyang felt awful, the second he made the comment he knew he shouldn't of. He realised too late that he took his joke too far this time.

Once Yuta finished brushing his teeth, he held onto the younger as he was still in shock and couldn't really focus because of how much he threw up.

Yangyang guided him to his room and sat him down. He sat the elder down and crouched down in front of him, taking his hands.

"Baby.." Yangyang muttered, noticing the boy wouldn't even look at him in the eyes, he sighed, disappointed at himself. He should've known something was off.

"I'm really sorry for my comment I made at dinner, I didn't mean it, you don't eat too much, you're not fat, you're perfect, you're beautiful." Yangyang whispered, caressing the top of the boys hand with his thumb.

"I shouldn't of said it, I realised too late. It was only a joke, but I realised it wasn't a funny one, if you don't forgive me, I completely understand, I must of really hurt you, huh?" He asked.

Yuta nodded, tears flowing down his face again. This broke the youngers heart, knowing he was the one to make Yuta fall back into his old habits hurt so bad. Like he was being stabbed.

"I-it hurt.." Yuta started "but I forgive you.. I can't be mad a-at you, you mean t-too much t-to m-me" The Japanese stuttered out, falling into the youngers arms.

The younger lost his balance and fell on the floor with his boyfriend laying on top of him, telling him he forgives him as long as he doesn't do it again.

Yangyang promised to never say anything like that again, to any member, even if it's a joke, he realised how bad it could affect someone.

One of Yuta's favourite traits of the younger was that he knew to own up to his mistakes. He knew how to deal with them. He knew he couldn't blame someone else for it.

Yangyang picked Yuta up and placed him on the bed, "Wait here, let me go get something." Yangyang didn't tell Yuta what he was going to get, as he knew the elder would reject it.

He came back in with a place of light food, he saw the hesitant look on the elder face. "Bubs, try to eat it, yeah? If you can't that's okay, baby steps, remember?" Yangyang smiled.

The Japanese nodded. Yangyang was always the one to help him get out of his poor habit, he knew how hard it was for the elder and made sure to start with light food before going to full meals.

Yuta took the plate off the younger, "How long had this been going on baby? You should've told me" Yangyang asked.

Yuta sighed, "A few weeks now.." He muttered, picking up the bread that was on the plate and stared at it before putting it in his mouth.

The Chinese sighed, nodding his head, "If you need to tell me anything and I mean anything don't hesitate baby, I will not get mad, you know that." He told the elder, smiling when he saw him eat.

Yuta just nodded taking in his boyfriends words. Yangyang always made him feel comfortable, even when he makes his jokes and takes them too far, he always apologised for them and never, ever dared to repeat them or use it against a member if it clearly hurt them.

The younger stood up, making his way around to the other side of the bed once Yuta ate everything he could and got into the bed next to him.

He put his arm around the elders waist and pulled him closer. whispering how sorry he was, how he'll never do it again, how he regrets it so much.

Yuta already told him he forgave him. He hoped that the younger would forgive himself also.

Yangyang ended up staying over at the 127 dorms for a few days, keeping his eyes on Yuta. He looked after him and made sure he was okay.

Yuta ended up eating normal meals again, thanks to Yangyang's help and really enjoyed the youngers company.

Sure, he took things too far sometimes, but he always owned up to his mistakes.

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Word Count: 1357
Requested By: @shalvithakkar123