Bottom Yuta Oneshots

Renjun - Caught

Genre: Angst, Little Space, Fluff
Description: Renjun catches Yuta in little space.

All 23 members have been together a lot, for obvious reasons, it was their Resonance era, which made the members quite stressed.

Yuta was one of the members who was really stressed, he's in a title track both part one and part two and he didn't know how to handle it, he didn't have time to slip because he was always around someone and no one knew about his little space.

Plus, members crossing dorms didn't help either, so sometimes 127 members would sleep in with some dream members, wayv would come to the 127 dorm and dream members like chenle and renjun would often visit wayv.

It was one of the days where the members could just chill, none of them had a schedule today, Yuta was in his room, in hopes to slip as Mark, Yangyang, Chenle, Haechan and Renjun were in the living room watching a movie.

The Japanese told them he didn't want to, simply because he just wanted to slip, he's been so stressed lately.

He got all his little stuff out, plushies, pacifier, onesies, all the stuff to help him slip faster.

Eventually he did, he started giggling as he got undressed quickly and put the onesie on and a pacifier in his mouth.

He picked up his plushies and started giggling and talking to them, telling them all about his days lately and how busy he's been.

He giggled at the 'response' his plushies were giving him, the plushies were animals that represented the members, he really loved his members but he was too scared to tell them about his little space in case they hated him afterwards.

He wouldn't be able to cope with that if that happened so he kept it a secret, sure, it was hard sometimes, but being little was something that was part of him and he couldn't change that.

He carried on playing with his plushies not hearing footsteps coming towards his bedroom. The door handle moved and the door opened "Hey hyu-" Yuta quickly whipped his heard around and saw Renjun standing there.

His jaw dropped at the younger there grand the pacifier fell out his mouth, Renjun mirroring Yuta's shocked face.

Renjun never expected to see his Hyung like this. He quickly snapped out his shocked state when he saw tears slipping from the elders eyes.

He panicked and quickly shut the door, "Hyung, no don't cry!" The dream member said rushing towards the crying male on the floor.

"N-not h-h-hyung" he managed to get out from his sobs. "You're not hyung?" Renjun asked, quite confused.

The little nodded, he wasn't hyung. He was younger than Renjun, he wasn't hyung, Renjun was hyung. Of course Yuta didn't say that, as he continued to cry.

Renjun sighed, not really knowing what to do, he pulled the elder into a hug and picked up the pacifier on the floor.

He didn't really understand what was going on but he hesitantly put the pacifier near the elder face and watched as he took it in his mouth, tears still falling from his eyes.

Renjun never noticed until now, but Yuta was actually a really pretty cryer, but that was the least of things he should be worrying about right now.

The younger hummed a little song to calm down the crying both while he rubbed his back softly. This was quite affective and Yuta's breathing slowly came back to normal as he stopped crying.

Renjun slowly pulled away, wiping the remaining tears on the elders face. "Want to tell Junnie, what's going on?" He asked, speaking in third person, he didn't understand why he was but it seemed right.

Yuta looked down, playing with his hands as he slowly slipped out of little space, taking the pacifier out his mouth and shyly looking at the younger.

"U-uhm.." He stuttered, not knowing what to say, Renjun realised the elder didn't know what to say, he placed two fingers under the elders chin and lifted his head up so they could make eye contact.

Yuta's face was decorated with a slight blush, "Want to explain to me what this is, hm" Renjun asked. Yuta sighed.

He was about to get caught one day, he knew that, but he didn't realise how hard it'd be to speak about it when the day finally comes.

Renjun removed his fingers and watched as Yuta looked everywhere but him, "L-little space.." He muttered.

Renjun heard it though, the younger he heard of little space, even did a bit of research about it, but still, he didn't get the whole concept of it.

"Want to tell me a little bit about it, so I can understand?" Renjun asked, speaking softly to the elder to not startle him.

The elder shyly nodded "I-it's.. uhm.. a copying mechanism.. from past trauma.. stress relief.. stuff like that.." He said, not really knowing his to explain it.

Renjun hummed, nodding, he took the elders hand into his, "Does anyone else know about this?" The Japanese shook his head, of course no one knows, well, until now.

Renjun hummed again, pulling the elder onto his lap. Yuta was surprised by this act, but relaxed on the youngers lap and rested his head against his shoulder.

"Ive read some stuff about it.. you need some room look after you? I don't remember what they're called, but you know what I mean, right?" Renjun said.

Yuta nodded, "Care givers..." Renjun nodded, "Yeah, care givers.. I can be your care giver, bubs, I promise i won't tell anyone."

Yuta was shocked, he was quite closer with the younger, but he didn't realise they were this close, but it felt nice knowing someone would look after him, be his care giver.

"Really? You promise you won't tell anyone?" He asked, pulling back, his head, making eye contact with the younger.

Renjun smiled, lifting his pinkie up "Pinkie promise." Yuta smiled, slowly slipping back into the headspace and wrapped his pinkie around the youngers.

The elder giggled and gave Renjun a huge kiss on the cheek, Renjun was shocked by this and blushed but smiled at the elder as he watched him get up and carry on playing with his plushies.

Renjun took his phone out his pocket, texting the others he'll be spending the rest of the day with Yuta and the others just said okay.

Yuta turned around to face a Renjun, "Play with Yuyu, Renren?" He asked, his voice a lot higher than normal.

Renjun smiled at the cute nickname the elder gave for both himself and him.

"Of course darling."

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Word Count: 1117

listening to 10,000 hours by JK while reading this makes it 10x softer