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Kun - You Love Me, Right?

Genre: Angst, Fluff
Description: Kun loves Yuta, right?

Kun and Yuta were dating, Kun did love Yuta,though, right?

That's all Yuta ever wanted to hear Kun say was "I love you" but he never heard the other say it.

Sure, the two went on dates, they did all the same things couples did, but Yuta never had the reassurance Kun loved him back.

Yuta was always so wary on who Kun sees, it's not that he didn't trust the younger, it's just.. it's just, he needed some reassurance but Kun never gave it to him.

Yuta ended up distancing himself for the younger, not really expecting him the notice because why would he? Yuta ended up overthinking so much to the point where he was positive Kun didn't even want him around.

He was planning to break up with the chinese male because he was honestly at a breaking point, Kun didn't love him, he knew that, how? Because Ku never told him.

Yuta was currently in their shared room, getting his suitcase out, ready to pack all his things, today was the day he'd break it to Kun that they couldn't be together.

It was too often that the elder asked Kun 'You love me, right?' sure, Kun would always respond with a yes but did that really mean anything unless he verbally said 'Yuta, I love you'?

Even when Kun confessed to him, yes Kun was the one who confessed all he said was 'I'm really attracted to you, could we go out?' at the time Yuta thought nothing of it, not everyone is going to say I love you right away.

But that was three years ago.

Yuta couldn't stay in a relationship that made him feel unloved, he just couldn't.

There was no reassurance there for him, it got so bad he started changing things about himself, he started having unhealthy diets, maybe he was too fat for Kun?
But when that didn't work he tried to change his interested also.

Maybe Kun didn't love Yuta because they didn't have similar interests? When that didn't work he changed the way he dressed.

Maybe Kun liked more feminine? Yuta started cross dressing a lot more but again, Kun never payed attention.

His finally option was to change himself as a whole. Yuta ended up losing himself, he doesn't remember what he was like before he tried to change for Kun.

Now, the younger never told Yuta to change, ever, but it was the mindset Yuta had, he just thought maybe he'd finally get to hear a 'I love you'.

That's all he wanted, that's all he wanted to hear, Yuta told the younger he loved him every morning they woke up, before they left to do whatever they needed to do, texted him through out the day and before they went to bed.

Maybe.. maybe that's it. Maybe he's too clingy. Maybe that's why Kun doesn't love him.

Yuta dropped everything in his hands once he came to the realisation. Maybe he should back off from Kun for a bit, he quickly picked up the clothes he dropped on the floor and shoved them in the suitcase when he heard the front door open, he quickly hid the suitcase away when he heard footsteps coming closer, he jumped on the bed and looked busy on his phone.

"Baby, I'm home." He heard Kun say as he entered the shared bed room. Yuta didn't look at him, full attention on the device in his hand, "Welcome hime." He said plainly.

Kun was confused, "No kiss? No hug?" he asked, Yuta always gave him one when he came back.

"I don't feel well, I don't want to make you sick as well" Yuta spoke, hoping the excuse was believably.