TW: I don't know if it counts as suicidal thoughts but they're sad. Don't read if this upsets you! I'll put a description at the bottom
I sigh, watching the sun finally disappear behind the horizon. Guess it's true what they say. Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, or something. I'll never know what will happen tomorrow and I'll never remember yesterday.
Today was fun, I guess. I just stayed inside and wrote some stupid poem about life. It was basically me just complaining, but it wasn't fair. What if yesterday I was happy? What if I wasn't complaining about life? What if one day was the best day of someone's life and they could very confidently claim it was?
This stupid cycle is sad. Life is sad. I worry more about the rest of my depressing life than actually surviving. What if I just jumped off this hill? I could. No one would miss me. God, no one would even remember me...
I'm not though! I can't because maybe one day someone will remember me. One day, I can live my life happily without having to worry about anything.
Summary: It talked about ending their life because no one would remember them. Everyone's memory would be lost and they would just be forgotten, like they never existed.
A/N: yes I will be publishing these out of order
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