Not Too Different (MHA/BNHA) [undergoing editing]

Chapter 17- A Reason Why

"Speech"

Thoughts

Mysterious voice

(A/N. When you realize you haven't studied for a test and instead decided to complete this chapter... Also, the picture above... I don't know what they're saying! It might not be related to this chapter at all....)

I whined aloud.

"DABI AND IZU-KUN SITTING IN A TREE!" Toga chanted, dancing around in the living area. The other villains casting us side glances of amusement. Dabi was stuffing his face in my hair, trying to hide from the blond.

"K-I-S-S-I-N-G!" She shrilled at us.

"SHUT UP!" Shiggy shouted- why am I calling him Shiggy?

"I don't need to hear you shipping my cousin with Burnt Nugget!" He repeated.

I frowned hearing the word 'cousin'.

"Hmph! They will be a couple in the future! Nothing is going to stop them from having babies!"

"Toga!" I scolded, my face heating up.

She shrugged. "It's true though! And I want to be an aunt!"

Dabi huffed, pulling his face out of my hair.

"No. That's not going to happen..... Yet."

I punched his arm, practically glowing with embarrassment.

"What the Hell!" I shouted.

He laughed.

"It's not bad to tell the truth.... Even if it may be one sided." He muttered the last part.

A pang of pain and guilt in my chest, I bit my lip, not understanding why I had this feeling.

And I thought you were supposed to be smart.

I tilt my head towards him, giving him a gentle nudge on the side.

"Please don't be upset... I'm sorry." I mumbled.

He laughed half heartedly.

"It's alright Izu...."

His voice sounded so sad that it was pulling on my heart.

I bit my lip, looking away from him. Toga had quieted and just watched the whole exchange.

The others villains seeming interested in our little drama too.

It felt like everyone's eyes were burning holes into my body. I know I said I wanted attention but this was something else.

It feels like their judging me, expecting me to do something that'll make them happy... But I don't know what.

This felt similar to when I got those glares from the other students at UA.

At that, I got up and left. Hearing little mutters of concern.

I stormed to our room. (Yes I said our.)

Just curling up on the bed, hugging myself and being lost in my thoughts.

I have to remember, I'm not an official member of the LOV... just a rando villain that has the chance to go back to my normal life if I wanted to. Did I pick the right choice? Being a villain?

Don't doubt it, you chose your path, you need to accept this. I promise it'll be better, much better.

I don't know... it feels like I'm not welcome here.