Always

✩ 19✩

Note: Please excuse the Kakashi and Naruto looking thing. It was the best I could come across to what my picture is.

Uta p.o.v

When I woke up I felt a sudden warm fill my body. I looked to see Kakashi in front of me smiling. "It seems you are finally awake Uta. Did you enjoy your nap", Kakashi asked looking to me.

"Yeah", I said with a warm smile not wanting to hide it for once. "Kakashi why didn't wake me up"

"Well you looked tired and I thought it would be nice if you got some rest for once"

"Thanks Kakashi but I have to get up now. Can you let me down?"

"No way for once you need to relax let me handle this okay Uta. Just rest on me", Kakashi said.

"But", I started before everyone turned to look at me.

"Uta the kids will be fine. We are joniun level or did you forget", Kaoru asked?

"It isn't like I don't trust you. It's just", I started.

"Come on Uta-sensei you should just rest on Kakashi-sensei you look to tired", Sakura said.

"Yeah believe it", Naruto said as Sasuke stayed silent.

"Uta for once you should relay on others. You will be fine", Misaki insisted warmly.

"I suppose if you all insist I think I should rest. Kakashi thank you", I said letting another warm smile slip.

Kakashi smiled a warm smile that I haven't seen in quite some time. "It's no problem Uta anything for you"

My eyes began to feel heavy once again when I drifted off remembering the past.

*Years Ago before the Uchiha Massacre*

I was sitting with Kakashi at Ichiraku Ramen eating a bowl of ramen while looking he was looking at me warmly. His mask off and I had just finished my third bowl."Kakashi stop staring it is creepying me out"

"Sorry Uta but I can't have I told you today that I love you", Kakashi asked?

"Probably at least several times today"

"Well you know I will do anything for you right?"

"Kakashi be careful what you say or it might bite you in the butt later", I teased. At the time the Uchiha massacre wasn't even an idea.

"No way"

"If you say so. Kakashi no matter what happens you know I love you right", I let slip out my mouth. Before even knowing what I was saying. What I didn't know at the time what would happen. "Now that is over I am still starving why don't we go to the Uchiha distract for some food", I suggested.

"Seriously Uta do you ever think of anything besides food", Kakashi asked?

"Yes I think about you"

"Uta what am I going to do with you?"

"Come on we both know you love me even if I am always thinking about food", I said.

"Yes I do and that won't ever change", Kakashi said before kissing me on the crown of my head.

*Night of Uchiha Massacre*

"Kakashi please let me explain. You once promise me that you would do anything for me. So can you at least listen?"

"No, Uta. You once said to me would always be by my side but did that mean nothing to you? Was that a lie to you? Did the promise you made to Obito and Rin mean nothing to you? Did our relationship mean nothing to you? Do I mean nothing to you, he asked as he stood there looking as if he was about to cry. I reached out to take his hand. Seeing him like this was breaking my heart. I hated to see him like this but I had no choice.

"Kakashi I didn't mean for you to see and believe it wasn't my idea,'' I started.

"Uta stop it we are over", he stated coldly. As he gave me a cold glare. As he did I felt as if my heart was about to break. Seeing the love of my life give me such a glare and state that we were over broke my heart. But I have a mission to complete and I can't let this distract me. I still had to finish my job maybe if I can tomorrow I could fix up my mistake. Kakashi will hopefully understand I thought as I continued to slaughter Uchiha after Uchiha. Seeing the dead bodies pile up. What I didn't know at the time was I would never be able to tell him. If I could go back then maybe I would have done it diffrently. But who knows what would have happened.

*Present*

I woke up to see Kakashi and before I closed my eyes again I wrapped my arms tighter around him. Before whispering I love you so soft that he wouldn't be able to hear it. Before I again drifted off to sleep. Just happy to be in Kakashi company even if I knew it probably won't last much longer. I might as well enjoy it while I can.