Inhale

Author's notes:

So. that's the end of inhale.

Wow, uh, this book was interesting haha. It was longer..and I dont know how I feel about it. I like it. I feel it could have been boring or repetitive in some parts so I hope it wasnt. But if it was lesson learnt.

As everyone knows I use writing as a coping mechanism. And well I poured my heart into this one haha and emotion poured, like chapter 28 was based off an argument with someone I trusted and talked about shit too who basically sort of said the same things as Joey that being you're strong enough to fight and are you lying? Because that actually broke my heart. It's still broke over it if I'm honest. Corey's feelings I think really represented mine. And I mean that feeling of rejection and disbelief and pain.

Jim was based off of two friends of mine, who both helped me through the time I was dealing with what had been said.

And shawn was based off a new friend who is supportive and kind.

But thank you so much for reading. It means the world to me and if you enjoyed it I'm really glad.

I dont know joey as a person but he comes across to me as a gossiper, a bit of a hypocrite at times but still tries to be a good person. It's hard to explain but I feel like hed be more immature in a situation, in a bitchy way rather than aggression. I can't describe it. I felt like he would be immature in a relationship too thats how he comes across to me and that doesnt have to reflect your view of him at all. You can disagree thats perfectly fine. I understand. Thats just my perception. Doesnt mean its right.

This book was another book of mine to showcase ptsd and how it is not a fun disorder to have at all and how it shouldnt be romanticized and what it is really like to have it.

It's been really hard for me recently and I've been so glad I've had this book here for me. I dont know what I'd have done without it. Haha.

I started it in, on the 1st of September and finished it on the 1st of December

I'm hope you all enjoyed and thank you for the support through out this book, for all the votes, reads and comments espeically in a short time, it means a lot espeically because I try hard for this book, and I poured a lot in so honestly thank you all for being so kind and interactive.

I also just wanted to thank yall for keeping respectful, and not criticising anything espeically spelling.

Now disclaimers:

This book was written with no malice to anyone. Espeically joey and corey. I appreciate they are married, and I think they are adorable with their wives. It was written for fun.

It was written purely as a fiction, not to insinuate corey nor Joey had even been in a relationship with a man let alone each other. We know they are friends or were but I think they still kinda are and I respect their friendship.

Not everything is true to Corey's life or Joey's life though parts are taken from interviews books or songs or my/their experiences.

A lot of the detail I talked about when dwevelling into coreys trauma are more than likely not true, he hasnt gone into much detail from what I've seen so far, but please remain respectful because those where based off my experiences, and I was using this book kind of as a coping mechanism lmao.

Again the age may not be correct for certain things. Any names ie Jason, comes from him book the seven deadly sins, and was what he named him so I went with that. But as also stated, I tried to respectfully base a lot of it off their persons and what was true to them without trying to romanticize anything. Also I recommend reading the seven deadly sins and watching the therapist if you wanna hear Corey talk about his actual experiences.

I apolgies for any weaker characters.

And if anything triggered you, or you are going through anything you need to talk about, Please, please please dm me on here and I'll try be here for you or google your countries hot line.

But uh thanks for reading. :)

I started a new book named scissors. It will be in first person for a change to spice things up. Haha.

Purity and gently I want to work on but are on hold until I can think of a genuine good idea for their next chapters. I don't want to write something boring and for no reason because then it effected everything. But I will try brain storm.

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