Running [h.s.]

sixty eight | harry

New trailer for this story. I wanted to use Build Me Up Buttercup, but it was copyrighted.

How are we after the last chapter? Good? Emotional? Yeah, me too.

Also idk if you guys read Duplicity, but the last update had me sobbing. Let me know what you thought!

Anyways, here's another cute chapter to make your heart melt.

Love you my little sunflowers :)

I am woken up suddenly by a loud alarm beside me, causing my body to jolt up on the couch. After rubbing my eyes and adjusting to the bright light pouring in from the windows, I pick up my phone and silence the alarm. 8:30am. Luna must have set it. I usually get up earlier, but honestly, I needed to sleep a little bit longer after the late night we had.

I smile as I remember the details of last night, like a hungover person recalling details of a drunken evening. Obviously I wasn't drunk, though I was so tired that the last hour that she was here is very fuzzy in my head. I remember her sweet, gentle voice singing to me, that's pretty much it.

Our conversation went better than I thought it would. I thought she'd either not accept my apology, or she would accept my apology, but we'd break up anyways because of my tour. I think what we decided to do is really mature, she's really mature. We decided to not put an official label on us, and just see how it goes. That way, there isn't any pressure on either of us. Luna has to focus on school as well as her dance recital and her essay for her scholarship application, and I have a world tour. I didn't plan on getting into any sort of relationship right now, I know the timing is dreadful. I didn't plan on meeting a girl like her. It's a classic case of right person, wrong time. Though I'm too selfish to let her go. If I do, I will be miserable on tour, nursing a broken heart every night with music and booze. Even if she isn't officially my girlfriend, at least I can be away knowing that my angel is out there somewhere thinking about me. And of course I'll be thinking about her.

I thought I really fucked up, my emotions got the best of me. I don't have the best history of relationships; I've made some mistakes. I wanted so badly to be the best I could be for her, she makes me want to be a better man. She's been treated so poorly by everyone in her past, I wouldn't dare to do the same. I'm devastated that I let her down, but she wants to move forward. I'm so lucky she is so mature and understanding. She has the most incredible heart.