After the war (A Mocking jay sequel)

Chapter Ten- Panic

WARNING!!!!! VERY DETAILED SEX SCENE BELOW!

Katniss POV

Peeta and I arrive home and I go into our bedroom and start crying. 

Peeta walks in and rubs my back, "It's ok, it's ok." He reassures me. 

"But it's not Peeta!"I sob. 

"I wasn't ready for one kid but now two? And at the same time!"

Peeta sits there listening to me talk. I continue on and on. 

After a while he stops me and says, "Katniss! You're okay. You have me, and Effie and Haymitch if need be. You'll be okay. You're forgetting that I'm new to this too." 

I did forget that Peeta is new to this too. I sob more as I realize I haven't thought of Peeta's feelings throughout this. 

After a few seconds I take a breath. "Are you okay Peeta?" 

He looks shocked. "How I'm feeling isn't important right now Katniss. Your feelings are." 

My heart sinks at his words. I shake my head. "Your feelings do matter Peeta. They matter to me."

He doesn't reply. He just smiles and holds my hand. Staring at me with adoration, and I can't help but think, We got this. I have Peeta, and that's all I need to get through this.

Peeta's forehead crinkles. "Are you okay?"

I kiss him without answering. He kisses me back. 

I deepen the kiss. I push Peeta down on the bed. I climb on top of him.

I pull away to my body's dismay. I take off my shirt. Peeta reaches up and cups my breast. I close my eyes and moan at the feeling. He removes my bra and my breasts spring free no longer confined by the fabric.

Peeta sits up and starts kissing my neck. His kisses trail lower and lower down my neck until he's at the crux of my breasts. He stops. I look down, wondering why he stopped.

He looks at me. "Are you sure? I don't want to hurt you." 

I smile. "You couldn't hurt me, not this way."

He needs no further reassurance as he flips us over so he is on top. 

He kisses down my breasts and stomach until he reaches the top of my pants.

He looks up at me and I can see the desire and need in his blue eyes. I shake my head yes. 

He continues to look at me as he unbuttons my pants. I breathe heavily in anticipation. 

He slides my pants down and throws them on the ground. I giggle. 

He kisses my inner thighs, going higher and higher until he's right in between my legs.

Before he can take off my underwear, I whine, "Why am I the only one unclothed?" 

He chuckles.

He sits up and takes off his shirt and I stare at him. I then tug on his pants, signaling that I want them off.

He needs no further direction. He stands up and quickly takes off his pants. He's left in nothing but his boxers. He looks into my eyes as he slides them down and I can't help but look. I feel that same familiar feeling that I felt on the beach when I see him.

I remember our love making and cannot wait to feel him again.

He climbs up the bed and takes off my underwear.  

He tosses them to the ground. 

He stares at me, and the longer he stares the more I need him.

He caresses me and I shudder at the feeling. He soon enters his index finger and I let out a moan.

He kisses my breasts as he continues to push his finger in and out. The feeling of his lips on my breasts and his finger inside me is all too much.

I moan as I finish. He doesn't stop.

When I settle down, he kisses trail up my breasts to my neck. He continues kissing my neck until he reaches the side of my face. He kisses my face, and soon reaches my lips. He kisses me passionately. I return the kiss. Both of our tongues fighting for dominance.

He then pulls back and reaches above me towards the night stand. He opens the top drawer and pulls out a condom. 

I giggle and remind him, "There's no need for that. I'm pregnant, remember?" 

He chuckles and shakes his head. He throws the condom down and continues to kiss me.

I soon feel him entering me, slowly. I can't take it. "Faster, please. I need you to go faster." 

He goes faster. Staring into my eyes as he does. And in that moment, with him staring at me with such love and passion, I know that I'll be okay. That Peeta will take care of me.

I kiss him with all the passion and adoration that I feel for him.  

We both finish at the same time. Our moans making beautiful melody. I never want this moment to end.

He stays inside me, leaning down to kiss me. I flip us over so I'm on top.

I then feel him hardening. I slowly go up and down.  He moans at the sensation. I lean down to kiss him. He places his hands on my hips and lifts me up and down faster, as we kiss with passion. I finish first, with him following shortly after.

He pulls me off him and I lay down beside him. Both of us panting.

A/N: idk about you guys but I never see detailed sex scenes in everlark fan fictions. Although, it is weird to picture Katniss and Peeta having sex. Especially since Katniss is such a prude in the books😭.
Also, sorry for not being active. I honestly forgot this book existed. And I'm not the best at writing. Sorry. I'll try and be more active.