Poem 145: Again? L

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Again? L


Sometimes i think of the smell of the drugs on your jacket ,

how it stuck to my chains after we hugged . . .


Warm mornings and afternoons of stall sessions ,

i do miss you even though i wish i didn't .


Every complicated thing about you  could easily ruin my reputation ,

i hate acknowledging it , but it's true .


It looks like the haze you left in the bathroom has lingered in my mind ,

my feelings are blurry and i haven't a reason .


I could blame it on you ,

but you never thought too far into things anyway .


Besides , how could i possibly be drawn to someone i've never seen sober. . .


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