Poem 45: . . .

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Close-
Close in on me.

The walls-
No,
Stop.

Help-

The lights-
Why are they off?

No,
Stop.

The silence-
The silence is too loud,
Shut it off.

No,
Stop.

The air,
It's so dense all of the sudden,
Could I stop breathing-

No,
Stop.
Stop.
Stop.
Stop.
Stop.
Stop.
Stop.

No...

The will-
The will to live,
Where has it gone?

No...
Just-

But happiness?
Come back-
Close-
Close in on me.

Just-
No.
Just-

Stop.

School tomorrow-
I still have to show up,
It's useless, what if I-

No.

That rag-
That rag in the cupboard,
Could suffocate me if I tried-

Help-
No.
Stop.

Friends?
Friends, where are you guys,
Would you even care if you didn't see me in the morning-

No,
Stop.

What if my writing-
If my suicide note is illegible,
How are they gonna know why?-

No.
No.
No.
No.
No.
Stop.

Poetry-
Could they read those and figure it out,
I can only put so much into words-

Help-
No,
Stop,

No-

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