Addiction » j.g.

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< hayley >

"i'm not hungry," i said, pushing the plate with pasta, towards gilinsky.

"come on, babygirl, i don't want you to be hungry." he managed to say in between his chews.

i glanced over at johnson and his head was down.

"i'm gonna go upstairs, call me if you need me."

i walked towards the stairs, leaving both of them alone.

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< gilinsky >

"did you tell her?" i asked johnson, while his head was down.

"tell her what?" his head quickly shot up.

"about the money," i said, as i watched johnson furrowed his eyebrows. "you told her, didn't you?"

"look gilinsky, this is stupid-"

"goddamnit, johnson! i trusted you in this!" i yelled, standing up.

anger filled my whole body, i could kill a bitch.

he stood up, too, as he hurled the things away on top of the table.

the plates broke and the pieces were everywhere, as well as the food.

"stop it!" i shouted again, as he stared at me.

"this is bullshit, why'd you have to do that?" i said, running my fingers through my hair out of frustration.

"i wanna help her, gilinsky! i really do! but all you do is make her life a living hell." he walked past me, as he went upstairs.

i rolled my eyes and went to my room.

i locked myself in as i quickly grabbed a bottle of jack daniel's in my closet.

it was hidden under my clothes, so no one would see.

except me, of course.

i was thinking of rolling a joint, but i was too exhausted to.

i sat down on a bean bag and gulped down the substance.

as i was drinking it, the drink made my throat burn.

i stopped, throwing the bottle away as i watched it break down into tiny little pieces.

like my heart.

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short update omg

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