I never hated you (Draco Malfoy)

I Know

Aurora 

The time going by, as we stood outside the manor was not waiting for us to make our move, the thoughts that roamed my head were a war within itself. It were as if we had no guidance in the very decision we had to make. It was wrong to leave them--yet the fact of the matter was they both said to--thats what made it worse--Narcissa wanted Draco out of the dark lords reach, and  Blaise would rather be sacrificed than see Pansy fall, but she was far too prominent to do the same for him.

Pansy started charging back for the door, whilst I had to take hold of her arm before she got any further.

"Let go--now--" she said still resisting, yet she remained put.

"What is wrong with you? Are you on a mission for death--"

"No--but he fucking is--" she shouted as I could see her grow frustrated, yet a tear was about to escape as well.

I felt for her, I truly did--I knew she would rather risk it all than to be without him, that was the problem--she didn't think before she acted.

"If you go back in--you won't even get far enough to reach him, let alone get the key--" spat Draco, as he still kept watch at the entrance.

"I've been under the dark lords reign far longer than you have--your not going to outsmart him--no, instead you'll end up just as Adrian" he said as his gaze fixed down and we all grew silent, nothing but our rigid breathing, as we grew impatient on what to do next.

Adrians death was still ever too new, it was almost impossible to focus on much, with his final scream in the background of my head. His death instilled fear within us all, fear of what could possibly happen when one is left in the hands of the dark lord.

"How--I-I can't just leave him--" she said desperately as her eyes grew clouded with tears, she knew what would happen if she went back, yet she thought about what was to happen to him even more.

I was thinking every mere possibility, any sort of thought to get Blaise and go, but there was nothing, regardless someone was going to shed blood, Pansy was deciding between who.

Everything was happening within a few minuscule minutes, for that was all time we had. But we were taking too long, in fact far too long, but Pansy--she wasn't just going to leave him, she couldn't, they were far more infatuated with one another than anyone would had ever expected.

But for her own good, she had too.

"If you think for even a second I'm going to let him rot in there--your insane--" 

"Pansy we're running out of time--please--just trust he'll be alright--" In all honesty I felt bad for speaking these words, I didn't want to inflict false hope on her, yet I had to say anything for her to use her head. She looked at me with sorrow, she felt guilty--I did too, not only for Blaise but for Narcissa as well, they were the ones who told us to go, yet they were the ones who deserved too as well.

"Fuck--I'm going in there--" rapidly spat Draco breaking the silence, as he began to charge for the entrance.

"Are you mad? Don't tell me you want to die as well--" I immediately say, as he stopped right In his tracks.

"She's not going to leave without him--and your not going to leave without her--and I need you to leave before you don't have the choice to-"  

"I can try to get that key--and get him out, worst possibility-- I don't and I'm stuck in there--if thats the case, you'll go on without me--" he said distressed as I couldn't process what he was saying, It was all mad.