Alex. Alex has been through a lot. But she doesn't want to be dramatic about it. She rather be the girl who could brighten everyone else's day, even if she couldn't brighten her own. Alex loves to sing, be outrageous, fun and is childish. Her orphanage is not the best, they torture the kids, the kids don't mind. Because they aren't the ones getting beat. Alex has problems, one of them is she's to loud. The other one is she cuts. Alex isn't depressed, she has panic attacks and, she needed something to make the pain go away. She doesn't want to die, on the contrary, she just wants to feel…… something. Ya know? What happeneds when the worlds biggest boy band visits the orphanage?!? I don't know either let's read on and find out!!! ***************** This is my book, and I have all rights! I'm getting ideas from videos or vines that I've seen.