𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐈𝐓𝐀𝐍 ◦ 𝐈𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

'𝐀𝐔' 𝐏𝐨𝐫𝐜𝐨 𝐆𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐝 || 𝐀𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞

𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐠: 𝐇𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐚 𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐂𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐦𝐚𝐬 ~ 𝐒𝐚𝐦 𝐒𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐡 (𝐂𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫)

Warning: Feels, slight angst, cuteness

Words: 1400 words

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It was one of those special holidays that we celebrate in December, that lifted many souls around Eldia and Marlia. It was a time for families to get together, but for me.......I haven't got a family to go too. I didn't pity myself, I just felt lonely and empty when it came about to my family. They were killed in a car accident when I was only thirteen, six years ago that happened.

"So what are you doing for Christmas, (Y/N)?" I hear Colt question, as I began to collect my bags and coat from the rack about to head home seen Christmas is tomorrow.

Lifting my head slowly I hesitate for a second, "Um......I don't know," I chuckle nervously, trying my best to not to show that I wasn't doing Christmas again this year.

"Well Merry Christmas, stay safe," he waves, before walking out. Little did I know a certain blonde has been eyeing on me for a while.

I fix my hair but before I could walk out, I felt a hand on my shoulder. "Huh?" i question, turning around reveals Porco. My crush, long time crush. "P-Porco......w-what's up?"

"What are your plans for Christmas?"

"Oh.....erm...nothing much," i reply, as I tighten my fist around my bag. "Anyway I have to go."

He doesn't let go of my arm making me question him, "Are you alright? You seem tense," he observes.

"Well we have been working hard, of course I would be tense," i chuckle nervously, as I slowly made him let go of him. "Anyway I need to leave."

{TimeSkip}

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I walk down the cold streets of Eldia as I felt like I don't have the spirit of Christmas inside, I felt lost and forgotten. I mean I didn't want anyone to know, is because I didn't want to burden anyone. I hug myself feeling a few tears fall, finally making it to my small apartment. Once I dust the snow off me, I unlock my door slowly sighing deeply.

"Another year being alone," i whimper, as I shut my door sliding against it breaking down. I felt like I couldn't do anything, I felt so lonely that I feel numb everyone. My heart sank into the depths of my depression, as I began to cry a little more loud. 

"Dammit, why?" i cry out, as tears blur my vision. "I feel so sick, I feel so angry but overwhelmed, and then I feel like I have no one to rely on."

After a while of crying I manage to pick myself up and decided to take a hot shower to calm myself down, as I took a while trying to wash away the numbness and insecurities. Once I was done I wrapped myself in warm sweatpants and sweatshirt, and began to make hot chocolate to sweeten my sour tastebuds. 

{TimeSkip}

****𝐈𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠****

I sat on the couch in my living room watching some tv, with a hot coffee in hand. I propped my knee up, with the other leaning on one side. My hair was still up messily, not been able to brush it seen it's my day off.

"Merry Christmas everyone, we wish you all a happy day and stay positive and make sure everyone has a chance to share a smile," the lady says on the news, before the news changed to the next show.