𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐈𝐓𝐀𝐍 ◦ 𝐈𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

𝐄𝐫𝐞𝐧 𝐘𝐞𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐫 || 𝐍𝐨𝐭 𝐆𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐄𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡

𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐠: 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐃𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐊𝐧𝐨𝐰 ~ 𝐊𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲𝐧 𝐓𝐚𝐫𝐯𝐞𝐫

(Requested by Alyssajj11) (Eren Yeager x 'Depressed' Reader)

Warning: Angst, feels, cuteness

Words: 900 words

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Everyday I would always hear everyone around me talk about me behind my back, like someone stabs me emotionally in the back. The words, the comments, the whispers. I am just so tired and sick of everyone being so damn judgemental. The scars I have from past battles or from myself marred across my back and arms. It was also another how everyone else picked on me.

"Hey watch where you are going!" one of the cadets snaps angrily.

"I am sorry," I softly reply, as they scoff walking away.

I head to the training grounds slowly seeing everyone already out on the field, "Cadet, you're late again!" Levi scolds angrily.

"S-Sorry Heichou, I won't do that again," I say bowing, as he scoffs.

"Just find a partner and start training,"

"Yes,"

I head over when I saw Eren waving his hand towards me, making me smile gently. We then began to train, throwing punches and sweating hard after a long day of training. Then out of nowhere someone bumps me, making me collapse into the dirt.

"Oops my bad, didn't see you there," One of the girl cadets, by the name Amy. "You just didn't seem to exist in my path."

"What the hell did yo--" Eren began, when I stop him.

"N-no, it's fine it's alright," I assure her and him, dusting myself. "It's fine."

"Tch, don't pretend to be happy, when you're just a disgusting bitch that came just to get eaten by the titans!" she remarks.

"Well at least I can stay away from you, my life would be at peace away from hell," I say smartly, as she storms off. After she walks away I breathe out deeply, "Sorry Eren, let's continue training."

Deep down I was hurt and angry, but I couldn't let my anger cloud my judgement. I couldn't let things get to me, as I give Eren a bright smile. To make him keep believing that I was still happy, that was alright. Deep down, I wasn't. Everyday I have tried many times to kill myself, but someone usually comes in without knowing what I was going to do.

{TimeSkip}

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I sat on my bed pulling out pills to help numb the pain, to stop myself from feeling hurt emotionally and physically. Then an idea came into mind, as I place the pills on my desk and grabbed my boots and gear and walked outside at night. Little did I know, someone was watching everything. Tears run down my face, grasping a knife and headed to the forest nearby.

"Let's hope this works," I mumble, my hands shaking with knife in hand. "I am so sorry Eren, I love you so much......but I can't do this."

I then hold it to my chest ready to kill myself when someone kicks the knife out of my hand, making me gasp in shock. Tears stream down my face, falling to my knees knowing it was my way out of this place of pain.

"What the hell do you think you're doing?" a familiar voice angrily snaps.

I look up slowly realising who it was, "E-Eren?" I whisper in a raspy voice, as I swallow a lump in my throat. "Why? Just let me die, let me die Eren!"

"No, why want to die?" he asks me, with a more softer voice.

"I'm worthless, I am like the runt of the pack," I began, holding myself as he kneels before me. "I can't do anything right, and no one likes me. What's the point, what's the point of my existence?!"

"Because of you, I kept moving forward and tried to become a better man!" he snaps angrily. "Don't do this to yourself, please? After my mother died in the hands of the titans, I can't risk losing you. You're too important to me. Your smile lights up my dark world, you know know how much that means to me."

He then pulls me into a big hug, feeling his toned body press against mine. I held onto him for dear life, as I began to cry even more. Realising he truly cares, why I was here in the first place. "E-Eren.....the pain is so enduring I can't stop it, I can't do this," I whisper softly, when he strokes my hair gently.

"I will help you, I will endure the pain with you and I will protect you no matter what," he says in the crook of my neck, his hot breathe fans over my neck. "That's why I love you so damn much, please don't do this to yourself? I need you, and I will help you more during training and many other things."

"O-Okay," I whimper, clinging into him.

He the pulls away cupping my cheek with his hand, as he brought me close to him. We both tilt our heads, as he captures his lips against mine. I felt the passion through him, as he holds me gently. I began to let the tears fall, as he holds me close to him. He then pulls away leaning his forehead against mine, "Please, let me help you fight this?" he pleads, his vivid forest green eyes held sincere.

"A-Alright," I whisper, feeling him kiss my temple lightly.

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𝐀/𝐍: 𝐇𝐞𝐲 𝐠𝐮𝐲𝐬 𝐢 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭. 𝐈 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲 ~ 𝐌𝐫𝐬 𝐁𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐬