𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐈𝐓𝐀𝐍 ◦ 𝐈𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

'𝐀𝐔' 𝐏𝐨𝐫𝐜𝐨 𝐆𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐝 || 𝐈 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐏𝐭.𝟐

𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐠: 𝐃𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐋𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 ~ 𝐎𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐚 𝐑𝐨𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐨

(This has been requested very highly, after about an hour since i published the first part and I was amazed how fast everyone started reading the chapter. It has made me happy that people are enjoying my stories and i plan to continue writing past 100 chapters ~ Little Bean)

Warning: Angst, feels, broken

Words: 1.1k 

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Every night I tried my best to gather my own thoughts and fix myself, and it's only been a two months since he moved out of my apartment. I was alone for a while til Annie was looking for an apartment, seen she needed to move out of her family home. It was nice for her to move in with me, and we both redecorated the rooms as she got her own room.

Recently Annie was asked out by Bertholdt, as I was so happy for her. I knew he wouldn't her, because I have known him for a quite a while. Everyday I felt like my chest was gonna burst, crying every night until I slept in exhaustion. My body was drained, and aching as I couldn't get him out of my head. I hate him for what he did, no matter how hard I have tried it....just was never.....good enough.

I run my fingers through my locks with a big sigh, feeling like I have no soul in my body. It's like my own body has a mind of it's own without myself demanding for anything, and Annie and Pieck have been checking up on me. I am blessed to have closer friends to help me, even if i felt so bad for them to help me return to my normal self.

I sat on the window seat that looks out to the large city, with a hot beverage in hand with my phone in the other hand. I sip my drink slowly feeling myself starting tremble back into myself, wanting to hide myself from the world. He made me feel like a fool, and I just.....can't forgive him.

"Hey.....you feeling okay?" Annie asks me, with Bert beside her walking into the room.

"Y-Yeah......just feeling like I was not meant to be here right now," i waver, sniffling softly before I choke on a sob making me crumble again. I then arms around me, realising Annie is hugging me.

"I know I'm not much of an affectionate person, but I'm here for you.....so is Bert," Annie says gently.

"I'm on your side (Y/N)," Bert says softly, making me look smiling.

"Thank you, thank you for putting up with me," I whimper, as she rubs my back before I start gathering my breathe.

"Will you ever love him the same way you did before?" Bert questions, but i look up with my eyes in a lull sleepy way.

"I-I don't think i will, I trusted him once.......and it's always about trust," I reply, lowering my eyes. I try to think positive and think about other boys to have interest, but then my mind drifts to him. We use to be happy together, but I don't know what caused him to be like this.

{TimeSkip}

****𝐍𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐃𝐚𝐲 ~ 𝐀𝐭 𝐂𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐠𝐞****

I walk slowly back to college as I haven't been there for a few weeks since the break up, because I would continually have panic attacks and it didn't help at all. A few people greeted me with a smile, making me stretch a small smile to put on show before I entered my class.

Once I sat down I place my stuff down and pulled out my text book and things, tucking a strand behind my ear I sigh deeply. I was afraid to come face to face with him, worried what he would do to me. I tap my pencil against the desk rapidly, when I looked up my eyes widen. Porco in look aweful and he looked like he barely slept at all, and looked a little more skinny like he didn't eat all. He locks eyes with mine, when I saw him look guilty.

I then avert my eyes away from him as class began to start, as I focused hard on the assignments coming up. Then my mind would drift to him, realising he kept glancing my way every once and a while and it made me feel uncomfortable. 

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The day finally ended as I grab my things on the floor near the door, as I pull out my phone checking through my notifications walking down the hallway and outside the doors. Out of nowhere I felt someone pull me to the side, as I yelp in surprise when I realise it was Porco.

"Porco!" i exclaim, when I felt all my anger boiled inside. "What do you want, you don't need me anyway right?"

"Please just.........I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry," he whispers, seeing light tears in his eyes. "I'm sorry for treating you bad, for taking your life for granted. I was selfish, and I was in the wrong. You always made me feel something, but I was in a dark phase then and now you woke me up."

"By sleeping with a girl? By not accepting me?!" i cry out in anger, my breathing was uneven. Tears threaten to spill, tightening my fists. "You betrayed me Porco.......you thought you could get away with sleeping with that girl, in my bed!!!! I offered you to live with me, I offered everything and all I got in return is............being ungrateful. You used me, and I can't let that happen to me again."

"But (Y/N--"

"If you want to save the trouble of it happening again, I think you should have time to yourself and find another girl who could trust like I did when we first started going out," i say, before leaving him.

Walking away i felt tears stream down as my chest was so tight, i couldn't feel anything. Everything felt like a dream when we first met, but truth be told......this is reality and you must always fix yourself before finding someone. Before you could hurt them, in the process.

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A/N: Hey guys, so a few of you requested a part 2 and I questioned one person and they said to do this. I hope you enjoyed the ending. Also i am open for requests, so please do request and you shall receive

~ Little Bean