𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐈𝐓𝐀𝐍 ◦ 𝐈𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

'𝐀𝐔' 𝐄𝐫𝐰𝐢𝐧 𝐒𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐡 || 𝐀 𝐟𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭

𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐠: 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞 𝐌𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 ~ 𝐓𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐌𝐜𝐑𝐚𝐞

(Modern AU)

(Requested by AngelicaBeredo)

Warning: Angst, feels

Words: 1.4k

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Ever since my life started with my boyfriend, it felt less comforting and more lonely than before. I never understood that weird feeling in my chest, with many doubts flooding through my mind. Being too doubtful frustrated me, as I tried to be positive from the beginning. I fell for Erwin in highschool, and we became lovers and we hung out for most of the time.

Now we are almost in our thirties and he has been more busy at work at night, and time started to feel like years than hours. He rarely came home, and he rarely said I love you. I only got those three words when I wake up first thing if he was there, or when he texts me. He never looks me into my eyes, wondering what was going on in his mind. His thoughts. I ached for his touch, to hold me and tell me everything is fine. 

"So......when will he pop the question?" Hanji questions, as we both sat at the small cafe. It was entirely busy, but busy enough to fill the room with laughter and chatter. 

Leaning my chin against my palm I sigh deeply not really been thinking about marriage, because I don't really know what's going on in Erwin's mind. "I don't know......never really thought about," i reply bluntly, when she sips her coffee.

She smacks her lips together feely more refreshed, "Well I have been seeing him stay in his office longer, but then I leave work earlier than him so I don't know," She replies, making my head perk up.

"It's probably stress from work, that's all," i assure her, not wanting believe anything.

"Anyway tonight Levi and I have been wanting to organise an outing with just us four to the bar," She began, when I give her a look. "Okay.......mainly me was wanting organise it, but we really need to catch up."

"Okay, well I'm open....ask Erwin I think he deserves to go," I say softly, as she smiles widely.

"Yes!!!" she cheers, as we both continue to enjoy our small coffee outing before heading down the streets. It's been a while since I went on an offical date, but it feel more lonely when he wasn't beside me.

{TimeSkip}

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"Does this look nice for the bar?" I questions, as I wore a nice (F/C) dress that hugged my curves. Hanji fixes her shirt before turning to me, as she smiles.

"I love it, I think Erwin will love it," she assures me, as I check the time.

"So we're meeting Erwin and Levi at the pub?"

"Yep!"

"Okay, I will just go do my hair and we can go," i say, heading to the bathroom. Once I was by myself, I lean against the basin looking into a daze finding my body drift off somewhere. Like I have a bad feeling if i went something was going to happen, but then it could be my doubtful mind. I understood that Erwin would go straight to the bar first, because that's Erwin for you. Once I got back to reality, i start fixing my hair and makeup before I walk out notifying Hanji that i was ready.

We then start heading to the bar in just roughly fifteen minutes by car, before pulling up and parking by the area. Once we start heading inside music was pounding, and lights sparkle up the area.

"Oi," i hear a familiar voice, revealing Levi and a familiar man as it Erwin.

"Ahh finally you two are here!" Hanji exclaims, with a bright smile when Levi rolls his eyes.

"Of course we would, I need to get out anyway," Levi mutters, when he notices the way Erwin was not looking at me. It was like he was trying to avoid my gaze, when Levi whacks him. "Greet your damn girlfriend, it's rude to ignore her!"

"S-Sorry," he mumbles, before walking up to me and pecks my cheek. "How was your day?"

For some reason his question became more forced than a normal question someone would ask, as I gave him a warm smile to go along with it. "Good, went with Hanji for Coffee and went shopping," i reply softly, as he nods.

"Sure,"

"Alright, how about we grab a drink?" Hanji suggests, sensing thick tension between Erwin and I. I nod in agreement, as we head over to the bar and began ordering our drinks. 

{TimeSkip}

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I have only drank one glass of wine, while Hanji drank too much and Levi didn't drink anything as he was more of a tea person. Also I wanted to stay clean so i could drive Hanji and I back home, but Erwin seems to be drinking thickly of alcohol. He didn't even want to be near me, as I looking around trying to find him on the dance floor.

"Levi.....have you seen Erwin?!" i call to him, as he turns to me.

"No, I thought I saw him over there!" He points, as I turn my attention to the floor again when my eyes widen in horror. There he was kissing a girl, as his hands caresses her body. No gap between them, and she was not even intoxicated. She knew exactly what she was doing, but Erwin seems to know what he clearly was doing. My heart sped up, as everything came crashing down. Is this what I was feeling? Cheated?

I storm towards him without hesitation as I rip the girl off him shoving him, "What the hell?! What is the meaning of this?" i snap angrily, when he slaps me harshly. My eyes widen in horror, feeling pain all over.

"You stay the hell away from her!" he shouts at me, as my eyes widen in horror. 

"Who is she to you? I'm your girlfriend," I cry, as tears start rolling down.

"She is my new girlfriend, because I don't love you," he says, bitterly as my heart feels like someone has just stabbed me right in the back. "I never loved you, and so I have been seeing many girls because you are so boring. We are done, and don't show your face in my apartment anymore!"

The girl faces me and smirks before grabbing onto him as I start walking away, when I felt someone grab my wrist. "Dammit, are you alright?" Levi hisses, as he saw my cheek probably bright red. 

"You know what Levi.........I don't know if I'm okay," I whimper, as tears roll down more feeling him pull me into a hug. "Erwin has been cheating on me since day one!"

"Tch, that piece of shit has it coming," Levi curses, holding onto me when I saw a tipsy Hanji. When she notices my large tears, she holds more concern in her eyes than ever.

"Are you alright my dear?" She asks me, her words slur from her liquor.

"Erwin has been cheating on her since highschool," Levi replies, as Hanji's eyes widen.

"What? How c-could he!" She gasps, her voice grew sluggish.

"You know what, let's go home.......this bar isn't my style," Levi mutters, before dragging Hanji and I out as he rubs my back trying to help me cope. 

"I just.......I've always felt lonely but.....not this lonely," i cry, as we head back after an overwhelming night. I guess his heart was fake after all.

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A/N: Hey guys, so sorry for a bad ending. I wasn't sure how to end it, but I will try update more. Anyway stay safe and have a great day or night 

~ Little Bean