𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐈𝐓𝐀𝐍 ◦ 𝐈𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

'𝐀𝐔' 𝐉𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐊𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐢𝐧 || 𝐈 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐏𝐭.𝟐

𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐠: 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐆𝐨𝐧𝐞 ~ 𝐒𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑, 𝐃𝐲𝐥𝐚𝐧 𝐌𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐰

('Military Soldier' Jean x 'mother' reader)

Warning: Feels, (Tissues), too wholesome

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Months went by and my mourning never came to a halt, nor have I forgotten him. Suddenly those months turned to two years, and yet my heart ached just wanting him here with me. (D/N) would always ask what daddy was like, and all his hobbies and favourite things. Sometimes I would take her to her daddy's favourite places, because I knew she would appreciate everything she knows about him. Kids at school started to pick on her recently that she has no father, and she can't have a fathers day unless he was here.

Those moments made me want Jean even more, so all I could do was play both the roles knowing that's life now. I soon became depressed and less cooperative through work, and everyone knew the problem but no one knew how to help me. I tried my best to smile, I tried my best to get over it.....but Jean was like no other man. I remembered when we first met, when we were just in college.

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Rain poured down heavily as I tried rushing to the bus stop for cover, forgetting my damn umbrella my breathe quickened. While doing so I bumped into someone, almost causing myself to fall back when that person caught me when I felt no rain falling upon me. Only to find myself gazing into light brown eyes, feeling my breathe hitched in my throat.

"I'm s-so sorry!" I exclaimed, when I saw a smile curled upon his lips.

"No, I'm sorry.....I wasn't looking," he replied, when he shifted his umbrella over me properly. "You look drenched, where are you heading too?"

"U-Um......Trost College," I repled.

"Same here!" he laughed. "I am new, found something to study......um....you wanna go...together?"

My cheeks burned the moment I see sincerity on a boys face, knowing all men have this type of face that they wanted more than to help me. I was always harassed, but this one........was more polite and kind. Without further hesitation we both head to Trost College, which was close to the border of Wall Rose.

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Months passed by as we talked more and we realised we had the same idea of the world, and how he wanted to apply for the military with the survey corps. He said he only applied awhile ago, and was studying on something if he did not pass but soon after a while he finally reached that goal and became a part time soldier and was able to come back to his home every once and a while.

Knowing that I would never get a chance I blurted like an idiot would and confessed my feelings to him, crying in the process to make him realise how much he meant to me and I was worried for him seen there was a large upcoming war soon to come in the future. In the end he held the same feelings, and told me he loved me back. That war was the war, that Jean passed away in. Yet I didn't know at the time, and then we got married and I fell pregnant a few months after. Things were going smoothly, and he always treated me and eased my mind whenever I worried about him going to war.

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"Mommy......?" I hear (D/N) question, with my head under my pillow feeling miserable. "Mommy? Do you want....me to make breakfast for you?"

I slowly pull away the blankets and turn to her with a smile, "No you don't have too sweetie, come snuggle with mommy," I say softly, opening the warm blankets up she crawls up beside me before my arms trap her in my arms. She giggles in response, as I tickle her. "That's my girl! Have you cleaned your bedroom?"