𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐈𝐓𝐀𝐍 ◦ 𝐈𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

'𝐀𝐔' 𝐉𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐊𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐢𝐧 || 𝐈 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨𝐨

𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐠: 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐆𝐨𝐧𝐞 ~ 𝐒𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑, 𝐃𝐲𝐥𝐚𝐧 𝐌𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐰

('Military Soldier' Jean x 'mother' reader)

Warning: Angst, Feels, (TISSUES), cuteness

Words: 1.3k

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I held my daughter in my arms as she was only five years older, seen she wanted to see what was going on before us. My husband Jean is part of the military, and he is about to enter war. It was a harsh one, but.......I was afraid. (D/N) doesn't understand what war meant, but she was going to miss her papa.

"Mama.......where is papa?" She questions, in her most adorable voice.

"He will see us, before he departs okay?"

"Owtay," She replies, before snuggling into my arm. Truth be told, I never wanted him to be part of the military......but he convinced me how he wanted to change the world into a better place and serve our country well. 

All the soldiers stood in rows with straight composure, with not many serving us. We lost many a few years ago, and Jean wanted to take their place in return of their bravery. I admired my husband like that, because no matter what I knew he was gonna be my side.

"Alright, we are departing in twenty minutes so go say your goodbyes to your families and friends!" Captain Levi yells, as I knew all the men around here. We even lost one of the main branches Commander, as known as Erwin Smith. 

After the men head to their families I saw him, my handsome husband walk up to me with his clean attire on. He embraces me and (D/N), feeling his arms holding us warmly before he leans down to me and kisses me deeply. It was a long and lasting one, feeling his warm lips against mine. For some reason a single stray tear rolls down my cheek, before looking into his eyes.

"It's gonna be alright baby girl," he whispers, wiping away my tear. "I will come home, and be by your side."

"You better," my voice cracks, before he kisses me again with more passion as our little girl giggles trying to push her papa away.

"Can i get a kiss?!" She pouts, as he chuckles deeply.

He leans down pecking her temple gently, and briefly against the corner of her little lips. "My beautiful princess, I will see you soon," he whispers softly.

"Do you have to go?" She questions, as my heart beats rapidly. He looks at me, before looking down to her. He ruffles her beautiful hair, before sighing deeply.

"Papa has to do this, but......I will come back,"

"Owtay,"

He ruffles her hair again, "Be good for mama, okay baby?" he asks her softly.

"I will!" She beams, before the men start to depart their families and friends.

"I love you both so much!"

"We love you too!"

{TimeSkip}

***Three Months Later***

Washing the dishes thoroughly the rain beats down on the house heavily, as my hair falls in front of my face. I tuck it behind my ear, hearing little (D/N) playing with her toys. Her laughs fill the empty air, as I was still missing him. His warmth, his touch and his lips. I wanted all of him with me now, but I knew he was doing good for the world. I was......I was even proud of him.

"Mama, will papa be home soon?!" i hear my little baby call.

"Not yet sweetie," i reply, before drying my hands and headed to sit in the lounge room. Before I could I could hear something, as the phone was ringing. I walk swiftly to the phone picking it up, I could hear gunfire ringing and shouting. 

"........"

"Hello, who is this?" i question, holding the phone tightly.

"H-hey babygirl, it's your dorky husband!" I hear, as my heart leaps.

"J-Jean.....y-you s-scared me!" I breathe out, chuckling to myself.

"H-Hey......um baby, I-I have gotten shot....." his voice croaks out, as my heart races. ".....I'm near a telephone thankfully, but.....this war has gotten worse."

"What do you mean? How bad is your wound?" 

"I've been bleeding out for too long in the stomach, and I'm in enemy territory," He explains, hearing his voice wavering. His breathing was heavy, as I felt my throat grow dry. I swallow thickly, before tears threaten to spill, "I-I......I don't think...I-I'm gonna make it."

"N-No....please? Jean, you can get through this....please?" I plead, when he coughs harshly before hearing a bomb go off. My body ran cold, hoping it wasn't him who was bombed. "Baby.....you there?!"

"Yes, I am," he whispers softly, but I could tell he is trying to fight the pain.

"Mama, who is it?" I hear (D/N) ask in curiosity, before I put the phone on speaker.

"It's papa, you wanna say hi?" i ask her, knowing this would be her last few words to her father. 

"Yes! Hey papa!" She giggles in the phone.

"Hey Princess, you keeping mama company?" he asks her, trying to hide his wavering voice.

"Yep, when are you coming home?

"I-I'm not sure baby, but......I am still always thinking of you," he says, when his voice cracks.

"I am too, papa," She smiles, when i felt tears sliding down silently before almost choking on a small sob. I tighten my grip around the phone, feeling my chest tighten like i couldn't breathe. 

"How is your first year at school?" he asks her.

"Good, I have made a few friends,"

"That's good," He whispers again, before he hisses in pain. Everything was happening in slow motion, hearing those gun fires blasting in the background, bombs, screams, shouting. I knew he was in a predicament, but.......this time for sure he isn't gonna make it and I didn't want to believe it. 

"S-Sweetie, stay strong," my voice wavers, before I start crying.

"I will babygirl, and (D/N)?" he asks her softly, biting my lips harshly.

"Yes papa?"

"Please take care of mama more, she needs you to protect her," Jean says, as tears start flowing down.

"Papa, why is Mama crying?" my little girl questions, when i shake my head.

"I'm not sweetie," i say, wiping my tears away.

"Babygirl, everything is gonna be okay," he says, before I could hear men shouting nearby in the background. "I love you both so much, and I will always love yo--"

Just like that the line was cut off with a loud explosion on his side, feeling my phone fall from my grasp in realisation. Memories of Jean and I as kids, teens and adults. How we met, our love we shared and many memories flood through my head before we welcomed our daughter to the world.

"J-Jean.....?" i whisper in horror, as my body starts to tremble in fear. 

All i could do was embrace (D/N) without hesitation holding her close to me, "What happened to papa?" She questions.

"Your papa.......isn't coming back," i cry into her shoulder, as she takes a few moments to understand.

"Why?"

"You will understand later," I whisper, before crying myself in pain. "I-I love you too......Jean. I will always love you."

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A/N: hey guys, so i was inspired by a scene from a movie or something. Sorry it was really sad, but i needed to write it down. It's been on my mind a while, and i hope you stay safe and have a great day or night

~ Little bean