𝑇𝐻𝐼𝑅𝑇𝑌-𝐹𝑂𝑈𝑅

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Atsumu sits in front of Sakusa, tears spilling down his cheeks. Atsumu is wearing his black shirt and red shorts, but he's not wearing his usual bright smile.

"Am I really not good enough for you?" Atsumu asks, looking up at Sakusa, tears pooling at his eyes. Sakusa clences his fists. "No," he forces out.

The word doesn't seem right on his tongue, and guilt immediately swells in Sakusa's chest.

"Why not? Those hugs... the texts... did you not feel the same way?" Atsumu asks, choking at his tears.

Sakusa's brows crease. "Atsumu-" "Tell me, Omi! Tell me where I wasn't good enough!" Atsumu yells, slamming his fist onto the table.

Sakusa notices the cup of cappucino in front of him from his first dream of Atsumu. The foam is still in the shape of a heart.

"Why do you smile? I hate how my heart beats faster whenever you smile. I hate how I smile easily whenever I'm with you. I hate how I give in so easily whenever it has something to do with you. I hate how you're so sweet to me, always telling me to have a good day. I hate how much I love you!" Sakusa yells, feeling tears of his own flood his vision.

"Why do you have to hate yourself for loving me?" Atsumu asks, shaking his head.

"I don't love you, Atsumu. I can't," Sakusa replies, looking down and swiping at his eyes.

"Why not? I love you! Don't you feel the same?" Atsumu protests, his voice desperate. "I can't love you because I love someone else!" Sakusa yells, swiping his arm at the cup of cappucino.

The cup is sent flying, and it shatters upon hitting the floor.

Atsumu stares at the shattered cup, and silence fills the room.

"I love you," he whispers.

"I can't love you. I don't love you," Sakusa says, shaking his head.

"Why do you deny it-" "Because I hate you!"












































































"Omi? Omi!"

Sakusa jolts awake, his eyes flying open in shock as he pulls himself upright.

Atsumu sits at the side of his bed, his hand on Sakusa's
shoulder and his face twisted in concern in the dark.

"Ah shit," Sakusa mutters, raking his fingers through his hair as he realizes he had another bad dream.

With Atsumu in it.

Again.

"Are you okay?" Atsumu asks, eyeing the dark-haired male in concern.

"Yeah," Sakusa replies, nodding.

"Do you need something?" Atsumu asks.

"Can I ask you something really weird?" Sakusa asks. "Sure," Atsumu replies, shrugging.

"Can I sleep next to you?"

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A/n:
Omg Omi is finally manning the heck up :)))))

I estimate at least 3 chapters before drama begins

Wow it's 12am I should get some sleep lol

Stay safe <3

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