ON HOLD
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"What do you want to drink, angel?" He whispered in my ear as goosebumps rose all over my skin. I roll my eyes at him secretly adoring the nickname he's chosen for me.
"Haven't I told you, Harry, that's not my name?" He gives me a genuin...
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"You almost ready, baby?" Harry called out as I flattened my hands against my white dress.
Harry and I were going out tonight and I was very excited. He asked me out on this date a few days ago and said he planned on spoiling me. He was more than happy to take me out to dinner. I had no idea where he planned on taking us but I was getting slightly anxious.
I had never been on a nice dinner date before. Any type of dates I've been on was only with Harry, he had been quite a few firsts for me. I hope he'll be last for me too.
I decided to wear a long sleeve white dress with white doc martens to match. I also made sure to grab my light brown coat that fell to my feet to keep me warm. It was getting colder out every day but I still wanted to dress cute for our date.
I was happy we were getting some alone time. I had been spending more time with Jolene and Daisy, which was honestly going really well. I missed my friends, and Harry knew I felt distanced from them, and he was more than happy to let me go for a little while.
Not that he minded, he liked spending time with Liam and Niall. I didn't know he still talked to Niall, but I guess they all have a class together so they've been hanging out lately.
Everything has just been getting better in all aspects of my life. I'm really happy, and I couldn't be more thankful for the people in my life.
I've even been talking to my mom more. I've set boundaries, never giving more than I'm willing to and she hasn't pushed me either. She's been apologizing a lot too, always talking about how much she's realized what she'd been doing for so long was wrong. I'm glad she's taking responsibility but I'm never going to trust her fully again. She broke it and she won't get it back.
As long as things were going in a positive direction I was more than happy to have her back in my life. The second she decides to break my trust again it's over. I won't let her tear me down again. I'll be gone quicker than she can think if she does anything like that again. I won't subject myself to that anymore. I spent so long letting her ruin my life and I'm not letting her control me anymore.
I'm strong and I don't want to be who I used to be.
"I'm ready, H." I turn to the door of the bathroom in his apartment. I was fixing my hair, making sure it was curled perfectly. The soft ringlets laid nicely along my shoulders and back. I look back in the mirror one last time as I hear footsteps coming from his bedroom.
No words were spoken back to me and I was slightly startled when I felt his muscular arms wrap around my waist from behind. My body melted into his, making me smile as I grabbed his forearms and leaned my head back against his shoulder.
He nuzzled his face into the crook of my neck, inhaling deeply before pressing a soft kiss to my neck and repeating the action over and over again. His soft lips began to tickle my skin and I couldn't help the quiet laugh that escaped from my lips. He hummed against my skin in contentment before trailing his lingering kisses up my jaw and to the corner of my mouth.
