Twelve*

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 I was finally allowing myself to be happy

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I was finally allowing myself to be happy. I didn't feel scared anymore, I was at home. Harry was my home, with him I was safe. In just over a month he was able to break my walls down, I trusted him so easily. Even though I've always been a guarded person I knew from the moment we met that he'd never hurt me. I cared for him so much that it made my stomach drop, I had never wanted to be around someone so much.

This entire week has been stress-free, Harry and I spent the weekend in my bed watching movies, ordering takeout, studying, and cuddling. I was letting myself enjoy everything we did together knowing that Matt was out of my life for good. Harry said that Liam dropped him off at a hospital far from us so he wouldn't die in their apartment, Li is still upset there's a bloodstain on his carpet. Harry spent Sunday night assuring me that he'd never let anyone hurt me and that he'd be here to protect me as long as I need and want him.

Monday we walked to our favorite coffee place enjoying the presence of each other before we had to leave for class. After a long day of learning, Harry stayed in my dorm again when Jo told me she'd be at Daisy's' the next couple of nights.

So that's exactly what happened for the next two nights, we couldn't stay away from one another. I hated being parted from him even during my classes, we were lucky we had one together. Tuesday night Harry and I spent studying until I couldn't look at my computer screen any longer, closing my laptop and setting it on my nightstand.

I got a crazy idea to play some music from the first movie Harry and I watched together. It was our personal favorite. I open music on my phone and play the song that reminds me of us most.

"The night we met I knew I needed you so

And if I had the chance I'd never let you go

So won't you say you love me?

I'll make you so proud of me

We'll make 'em turn their heads

Every place we go

So won't you please"

As soon as the music plays Harry turns to look at me with a sly smile from where he sits opposite of me on the couch. He swiftly shuts his computer tossing it on my bed, he turns to me singing quietly with me. I giggle as he leans forward to wrap his arm around my waist pulling me to straddle his lap. I wrap my arms around his neck as his finds their home interlocked around my hips.

"(Be my be my baby) Be my little baby

(I want it only say) Say you'll be my darling

(Be my be my baby) Be my baby now

(I want it only say) Ooh, ohh, ohh, oh"

I mouth the words to him as he smiles at me fondly. I overdramatically throw my head back circling it till I meet his gorgeous green eyes again. They're a lighter green today, I love his eyes. He squeezes my hips rubbing his hands up and down my thighs before continuing the next part himself as I watch.

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