only angel ✭ h.s.

Four

New York, what an interesting place. It was quite different from England and the fast pace of it all had my head spinning.

Anywhere in the world would've been better than staying back home, the memories there were too much to bear.

I didn't want a life of sadness anymore, or the constant reminder of what happened. I promised myself that this would be a fresh start, I would be a different person and become who I was supposed to be.

Right now, that wasn't happening. I don't think I've ever been so embarrassed in my life. I walked in on Angel and Jolene just moments ago and I stood there like a moron.

I mean for fucksake who stands there and stares at someone when that happens.

All I could do was stare at Angel and she was quite shameless as well. Even though she had just had her hand under Jolene's dress she was taking her sweet time to look me up and down.

For some reason I liked the way she stared at me even if I was interrupting them, her beautiful green eyes did something to me each time she looked at me.

Currently, I was walking as fast as I could to find Liam, it wasn't my best idea to wander off by myself. I just wanted a minute alone, I didn't know many people and it made me a little uncomfortable.

I see Liam standing in the kitchen with a drink in his hand talking to Niall, who he introduced me to earlier. Niall was apart of the frat the usually hosts the big parties.

Once they see me walk into the kitchen they both look at me, "Everything alright Harry? You look like you've seen a ghost." Niall laughs at me as I join shaking my head.

I wish I had seen a ghost, at least then I wouldn't feel shyer around Angel than I already do. I look around and grab a bottle of vodka that was sitting on the counter waiting to be opened.

"I was g-going to the bathroom and walked in on these girls I met the other night, they were uhm... hooking up," I say hesitantly looking at Liam and Niall whose eyes were popping out of their heads.

Liam spoke first questioning, "Holy shit who were they?" I scratch the back of my neck feeling a little nervous about telling them.

"Jolene and Angela, I met them when I was leaving the dorms the other night," I take a big swig of vodka as Liam chokes on what he's drinking and Niall bursts out laughing again.

I didn't understand what was so funny, did they know them?

Niall slings his arm around my shoulder and explains "Ang is Liam's sister mate, Jolene is her best friend!" I look at him with confused eyes, "Hold on, Angela is your sister? Her and Jolene aren't dating?"

Liam talked about his sister but it was never good things, she didn't seem like the person he described. She seemed more delicate than the horrible image Liam painted of her.

Liam looked at me with disgust, "I've told you about her before, shit I can't believe she's fucking Jolene in my bathroom. Does she ever take a day off from getting on my fucking nerves?"

Niall leans in to whisper in my ear, "Jolene and Ang don't date, they just fuck around. Wish they'd let me join." He smirks as he pulls away and I'm left astonished again. It's not like I'm new to sex, I don't label myself, and I've done things but life is different now.

Everything has been different for me the past two years, I didn't have time for relationships or sex when I was going through such a hard time. I was busying trying to learn how to cope.

I'm not as outgoing as I use to be, trauma will do that to a person. I feel a pat on my back, breaking me away from my thoughts, Niall speaking again.

"Speaking of the little vixens," I turn my head to see Angel and Jolene walking towards us with smiles on their faces.

Angel's alluring green eyes find mine and don't dare leave when she says, "What have we done now Niall? Did Harry tell you what he left behind running from us like that?"

My eyes widen at her statement, she didn't want me to leave? She didn't say anything and Jolene asked me to shut the door. I take another gulp from the bottle trying not to squirm under her gaze.

"Could you two not fuck in my bathroom? It's the least you could do," Liam says irritation laced in his voice, he grabs his drink walking away.

Niall waves him off, "Calm down mate, let the lovely ladies do as they please, maybe they'll invite me next time?"

Jolene scoffs "You wish, you know I don't play for your team," I wondered if Angel was the same way or if she didn't like to label her self as well.

She answered my thoughts when she spoke, "Sorry Ni but Harry would be first in line if I ever let that happen, I could tell he wanted to stay just from the way he stared at us." She gave me the biggest smirk and I hear Niall sigh at her answer.

Maybe it was the alcohol hitting my system so quickly but I used what little confidence I had and pushed out my next words, "I'll do anything you like Angel." Her strong exterior faltered but only for a second before she reached out to touch my arm and whisper in my ear.

"I'm anything but an angel Harry," her silky voice made my whole body tingle and I couldn't help myself from dropping my gaze from her eyes to the rest of her body.

The dress hugged her curves perfectly and her cleavage was showing just enough to make my head fuzzy. She was fucking gorgeous.

She finally pulled away from my ear standing dangerously close to me when Jolene spoke up, "Niall lets go find Liam yeah?" He slung his arm around her waist and she swatted his arm as they walked away from us.

It was just Angel and me now in the corner of the kitchen both leaning back on the counter. She let out a sigh turning to face me before she can speak I say, "So you're a little devil yeah?"

I'm not sure how I'm able to speak to her because every time I look at her my words get stuck in my throat. She gives me a lopsided smile reaching her hand out to tuck a curl behind my ear resting her hand on my neck after.

"I'm just not what you think Harry, looks can be deceiving."

My body was on fire when she touched me, I couldn't figure out why it was craving so much to be touched by her. "Show me then, I want to know who you are," I ask with all curiosity.

Her hand runs down from my neck and stops at my chest, "I guess you want to make a deal with the devil then?" My heart races and I wonder if she can feel it.

If this excitement is what hell feels like then I just bought a one-way ticket.

Around you Angel, I've got no control.