Blackout And Blurred Vision

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*An emotionally charged chapter facing the realisation of not knowing what happened the night before*

Lena's POV

I woke up dazed and blurred vision.   I could see the outline of a figure sitting on the chair at the end of my bed.  Was I dreaming? God my head didn't feel right, I didn't feel right, I felt wishey washey and sick.

I rub my eyes and I hear

"Lena"

"Huh" I say rubbing my eyes trying to focus.

"You ok" they say again

My eyes now focusing.

Both Zane and Dan are in my room what the hell is going on?

I hear my front door knock and Zane gets up and walks out closing my bedroom door behind him.

"What you doing here Dan" my throat sore from what I don't know.

"What am I doing here, WHAT AM I DOING HERE?   Saved your fucking arse last night sweetheart or don't you remember? Both Zane and JP came with me to get you and three of the firms men" Dan says really nastily and  I have no idea what he is talking about, no recollection at all.

"JP oh god where is he" I say fear in my voice and panic.

"As far away from you if he has any sense you've mugged that lad right off.......you need to get your skanky arse up and get down the pharmacy and get the morning after pill, can't be having a repeat performance" he is nasty beyond nasty and I still don't know what he is talking about but I know something has happened.

I hear the front door slam and then Zane re-enters my room.

"Who was at the door" Dan asks.

"It was JP but he has left brought us breakfast.  Says he's sorry about the bathroom door and for screaming in your face last night Dan" Zane says and Dan just nods.

My mouth is wide open I feel the fear creepy up on me and the tears start coming.

"Zane why has JP left" I cry, I see the look Zane throws Dan.

"Do you not remember nothing Lena" Zane asks me.

"No nothing" I sob and continue.

 "Why has JP left" finding it hard to catch a breath through the tears.

"He saw you neck Lena" Dan says nastily.

"My Neck?" I cry trying to take this in.

"Take a look" Dan says sarcastically.

I stumble out of bed and look in the mirror and see 4 huge love bites.   I literally drop to the floor in shock my whole world crashing down I have no idea who done this to me I don't know if anything else happened and I cry hysterically knowing that JP has seen this.

I am in such a state that Zane has to scoop me up from the floor he takes me to the bathroom and I see the huge hole in the bathroom door.

Zane sits me on the toilet

"Lena I need to ask you straight now did you have sex with anyone last night? He asks

"I....I....I don't know Zane.   I only had one drink and went funny.   Oh god no, please no, I sob, I would never of slept with anyone knowingly I care to much for JP" I say crying hysterically again I throw up I have every emotion going on right now and all I want is JP.

"Le we need to get you to a doctor babe freshen up and be ready in half an hour" Zane says.

Dan has arranged for me to see a private doctor.   It was embarrassing and degrading but I had blacked out and anything could of happened. I was given the morning after pill before we got to the doctors Dan saw to that. I was examined by the doctor who could confirm that there had been no penetrative sex.

We head back to mine Dan is fuming with me  he drops us off and leaves whilst Zane stays with me.

I sleep most of the day and wake at 16.00PM I physically feel better but mentally I'm a car crash.

I should of turned round when I saw Donovan was in the car but he said he wanted to talk to me as soon as I was in the car he locked the doors so I couldn't get out and my phone was out of reach......he said how sorry he was he was about what had happened and that he wanted me back.   I told him I wasn't interested so out of spite I knew he had spiked me and marked me to fuck up things with me and JP.

I walk into the front room and sit next to Zane.

"Have you heard from JP Zane" I say.

"Nothing Le" he replies.

"What happened to the bathroom door" I ask quietly.

"JP punched it when he saw you neck Le" he says in whisper.

I breakdown and cry knowing I have lost him Zane pulls me in to him and holds me tightly

"Just give him time Le and explain everything to him" he says and continues

" I don't want to make you feel any worse then you do but he was gutted last night, crushed, he really cares for you, genuinely, he'll come round" Zane says.

I wipe my eyes and pull from Zanes grip

"No I've lost him you don't know him like I do" and I can feel the tears stinging my face again.

Zane tells me to sort myself out and stay the night at his, my Aunt and Uncles as he doesn't think I should be on my own, but needs me to fake through this other wise my Aunt and Uncle will start asking questions.

"Thank you Zane, I love you" I say.

"You certainly do keep us on our toes little lady" he says and cuddles me.

"Come on lets get you out of here go pack some things".

I needed my family and I was glad I stayed at my Uncles, it took my mind off of things, I logged on to the gym membership page and found JP's address.  

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