Tower Block Dreams

I Love You??

Lena's POV

So me and JP had been seeing each other for the last five weeks, and I couldn't be happier I was falling for him he was everything I had been looking for.   He was kind, caring, considerate, fucking hot and we got on so well.

We never had a dull moment when we was together always laughing or goofing around there was never a cross word and he respected me.   I meet him every morning at the corner of the road where he parks his car for school and we spent all our lunch time together he would always swing by the café when I worked and would always train on a Saturday and hang about for me to finish my shift. We hadn't slept together yet I know we was both yearning for this and we had come close but my past had ruined that.....

We was in a hot make out session in my bedroom, the first time JP had been in my room.  JP on top of me. I knew it was coming there was so much pent up sexual tension between us.

I feel him tugging at his belt he was uncomfortable due to his hard on, I flip him over and help him undo his belt, my hands on his fly buttons undoing them when he grabs my hands and pulls me off of him.  He jumps up off of the bed and I see him doing his fly buttons up and his belt.

"JP what wrong?" I ask confused

I look at his eyes, they are dark and wide.  His eyes focused on the top of my wardrobe opposite my bed.  He had seen the large teddy in my bedroom that Donovan had brought me. Why I still had it I do not know. I had shoved it on the top of my wardrobe when I have first moved in. The plan was to throw it away, I had completely forgot about it.   It meant nothing to me, I could kick myself.

It was a large teddy bear holding a heart that said

"I LOVE YOU"

I saw the change in his face when he saw it and he pulled away from me killing the moment, questioning who it was from and did I still feel for them. I felt the tears come to my eyes when I saw the look on his face and explained that I meant to get rid of it and that it meant nothing. I  still couldn't not bring myself to tell him the whole truth of what happened with me and Donovan.  It hurt me to see the hurt this had caused JP.  I knew he cared for me his body and facial reactions showed me that.  I wasn't official with JP although I wanted to be, I was happy how things were between us....US that is how we describe ourselves and what we have.

JP was proud and I knew he wasn't one to fuck over, after the teddy incident he was a bit distant with me but we soon got back on track.

I had not meet his family, or even been to his house that didn't bother me JP was a private person and I knew when the time as right he would introduce me.

My Uncle was having a party at his house and I asked if I could bring JP.  Zane obviously knew about me and JP, but my Uncle, Aunt and Dan didn't.  I really wanted JP to come, wanted him to know how much he meant to me by me introducing him to my family who I love and mean everything to me.  Dan doesn't really head in to the gym and Dan being Dan  only logged on to the gym members account.  Every member has to have an ID photo and all their contact details are on there.   After being interrogated and thankfully Zane chipping in saying he personally knew JP and he was good one, my Uncle looked at his gym ID and said he did know him that it was then ok I was allowed to invite him.

We had an amazing time at my Uncles party, they all really welcomed him and liked him, even DAN, now that was saying something. Things was going well, he even stayed over, not with me I had to sleep upstairs, whilst he slept in the annexe area. To me that spoke volumes to even have him under the same roof as me I knew how much my family liked him.

We had half term coming up and JP had arranged for us to go to Alton Towers for two days a short break only after the ok from Uncle. I was so looking forward to it, we was going Thursday til Saturday and I couldn't wait for some alone time with him, away from prying eyes and the Hope Field, the gym, café and school.  Hopefully now we could give ourselves to each other fully and I wanted that more than anything.  I had fallen hard for JP.

We had broken up from school on the Friday and JP was picking me up at 20.30 as we was going cinema.

It was just approaching 20.20PM when I got a text from Keely, an old friend.

"Fancy meeting up".

"Can't meeting someone tonight".

"Lena, need to talk to you, I'm outside its urgent".

"Key, sorry I've got plans".

"Please Le".

I text JP

"Sorry babe somethings come up going to have to bail out tonight x x"