Lena's POV
I woke up on Sunday and decided I need to face JP he hadn't answered any of my calls or read any of my messages and I needed to see him my heart was breaking. Yes I had made a stupid mistake of meeting Keely but I had never planned to meet Donovan I need JP to know this I needed JP to know how much he meant to me and that this was tearing me apart.
I make the journey over to his house part of me hoping he is in and the other part hoping he isn't. I spot his car is on the drive well here goes nothing. I will literally beg him for forgiveness hopefully he will have calmed down a little by now and hopefully we can get back on track when he knows the truth.
I can feel my hand shaking as I ring the door bell. After about 30 seconds which seems like a lifetime the door is opened by a big robust black lady.
"Hello" She smiles at me
"Umm Hi, is JP here?" I ask with a confused look on my face.
"Why yes of course come in" she says I follow her in to the house as she yells up the stairs.
"Jon Paul here please you have a visitor".
"Come in here" she says and takes me to the first room on the right to a living room.
"Take a seat, I'll shout him again" she smiles at me.
I look round the room one wall dedicated to photos of children I instantly get the impression these are children they have been cared or fostered and I hear her really holler up the stairs now.
"JON PAUL HERE NOW"
I hear his voice and my heart literally flutters.
"What's up Mum".
"Downstairs front living room please" she says,
I can hear the sound of him coming down the stairs as he opens the front door I look up at him and I see his face change. His eye glaze over and he is fucking screwing seeing me in his house he shuts the door not wanting anyone to hear like I'm scum. They way he looks at me like it's the first time he has ever laid eyes on me in disgust and I mean nothing to him.
"What do you want Lena" He whispers in a horrible tone.
I can feel my eyes welling up seeing his hatred for me.
"I..I ....needed to see you" I say wiping away my tears.
He looks me up and down and says through gritted teeth.
"Not here let me go get a top".
I watch as he leaves the room he has a tattoo on his back I have never seen his back before it's a tattoo of two hands in the praying stance with the rosary bead around it all in black. I notice a huge scar partly covered up by the tattoo. He looked gorgeous with no top on and I feel awash with sadness I know there is no going back on JP's behalf.
He enters back in the room.
"Lets go" he orders.
As we leave his house he shouts
"Wont be long Mum I will be back in 5".
My heart drops that's all he is giving me 5 minutes of his time?
We walk to his car in silence JP unlocks his car and we both get in and then he starts....
"What the fuck do you want Lena, I thought I made things clear" he says with venom in his voice as his pulls off the drive.
" I need to tell you what happened" and I can feel the tears leaving my eyes.
"Stop fucking crying will you. You weren't crying when you blew me out and got into Donovan's car so just cut the fucking crap" real hatred in his voice...... he had seen me willingly get in Donovan's car.
"Please JP, I never knew he would be there....it wasn't planned" I try and explain but he doesn't reply. I have never seen this side to JP before. I just want to make things right. I want to be held by him be close to him I want to be with him.
The station isn't far from JP's house and we pull up in the station car park.
"Why we here JP" I ask still trying to compose myself.
"You're getting the train back to Hope Field darling now get the fuck out of my car and out of my sight" he screams at me.
"JP PLEASE" I beg, "PLEASE CAN WE TALK ABOUT THIS?"
"TALK ABOUT THIS, YOU BLOW ME OUT AND COME BACK WITH 4 LOVE BITES ON YOUR BODY AND YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT THIS?........." His voice booming through me and I break down, hysterically crying.
"Anything could of happened to you in that state Lena. Did you fuck him Lena? Did you fuck Donovan for old times sake did you?" he says screaming at the top of his voice.
I can't speak my whole body is shaking and I can't breath, I start to hyperventilate a bit but manage to tell him.
"No JP.....I didn't" I say in-between sobbing.
"You expect me to believe that....To believe you? You must think I'm some right mug Lena. I have shown you nothing but respect and you go and pull this stunt? Fuck off darling you are welcome to Donovan I don't play games Lena I'm done with this.....done with you".
"Please JP....nothing happened...it's you that I want" I beg and plead with him.
He laughs at this statement of mine his face is taunt and his knuckles white due to gripping on the steering wheel so tight .
Where's Zane " he asks.
I can just about talk, through crying and tell him at my Uncles
"Tell Zane you are on your way over and tell him to meet you outside" he says more calmly.
I manage to text Zane. Me and JP don't speak the rest of the journey and I know 100 percent that what ever we had is now well and truly over.
We approach my Uncles and Zane is outside already waiting as we both get out the car.
"Zane" JP calls to him and continues
"I'm done here" as he motions his hand at me.
Zane glares at him but nods. What can Zane say? And then the final blow comes from JP's mouth as he says
"And Lena don't you EVER coming knocking on my family's front door again, do you understand me?" he says.
"JP....Please....please don't leave me" I say as I start sobbing. My words don't phase him, he shows no emotion whatsoever.
I watch him as jumps in his car and wheel spins off. My heart is literally aching I want him, need him I love him.
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Novela Juvenil*****COMPLETED****** Lena was streetwise. She was feisty and tough, she had to be with the upbringing she had. The one thing Lena wanted was to be loved and Donovan was the man who done that. Despite their age difference and Lena's naivety she n...
