Lena's POV
I felt the bed dip as if someone was in the room with me. As I stretch and focus I thought it would of been Benson checking up on me but it wasn't it was JP. I felt my heart drop what was he doing here and when did he get here?
"Morning Le, we need to talk" JP says to me.
Was he having a fucking laugh now he wants to talk once I knew about his dirty little secret and the truth was out.
"Huh you think so? What you want to talk about JP? Your Fiancée maybe....um the date you had set for your wedding with Robyn? Oh wait let me see or do you want to talk about her losing your baby?"
I literally jump out the bed and continue my verbal assault on him forgetting I am still wearing last nights short black dress.
"I mean why are you actually here after all? Me and you have nothing compared to what you and Robyn had....once again it's a big fucking joke to you what was we JP friends with benefits? Well you are free of me now no more sneaking about for you, fuck off back to Leeds and marry Robyn and have fucking ten kids for all I care".
I head over to the wardrobe and put on a dressing gown. I need to cover myself up.
"If you would just let me explain Lena" JP says his tone low...
"Explain...explain what.....that you got her pregnant, slipped a ring on her finger....I'm sorry you lost your child but I don't need to hear the details. You broke me once before and you are not doing it again....just please go" I say.
"Lets get this straight Lena....I never broke you... Donovan broke you and your own actions broke you so quit this shit about me breaking you. Yes Lena after you I had lots of girls and women you need to stop making me feel guilty that I broke you....I carried on with my life after you it was your choice to live like a fucking nun no one else's" He screams at me.
I shouldn't of done it and I was ashamed as soon as I had but I slapped him, hard across his face. Hearing him mention Donovan's name, how he had got on with life and calling me a nun he had no idea what I went through.
"Is that what we a resulting to now Lena? violence do you think that is acceptable?" JP says holding his cheek.
I burst in to tears and I find it hard to breath so overwhelmed by emotion.
"Le breath darling, it's ok....come on breath in and out" JP says to me calmly walking me over to the bed. I watch him as he goes and gets me a glass of water he comes back and sits on the bed with me.
"Le please hear me out I know I should of told you and by not telling you it has made the matter seem a whole lot worse. I did try and tell you but you need to listen now ok" JP says as he looks at me.
"OK" I reply
"Remember I said that it was toxic, complicated and one sided well that was exactly it. I had meet Robyn at Uni. I should of seen the warning signs I was never in to her but she was at every party every gathering and she was always literally offering herself to me. One night I was pretty wasted and Robyn had been coming on to me all night and well I um slept with her. I couldn't even remember the details of what took place I was that wasted but she told me I had taken her virginity. I felt kind of shit about that.
Robyn was in to me but I wasn't in to her and I stupidly used her as and when. She made it easy for me. When I finished Uni I broke all ties with her and well just forgot about her to be honest.
We was out on a works do about eight months ago when Bianca arrived with her sister who is Robyn. I was pretty pissed and me and Robyn started chatting and one thing lead to another and we ended up sleeping together again biggest regret of my life. Robyn wasn't letting go this time she was obsessed with me but looking back I never saw that to me it was just a shag when I wanted one.
Robyn was desperate to make things official with me but I had no real feelings towards her. Lena she became so desperate when I backed off, she would hang around my apartment block, would call my office multiple times she would hang around the office making out she was seeing Bianca.
I called her and told her to stop harassing me that I was done with her. She broke down in tears telling me she was pregnant with my child. I knew she wasn't I had always been so careful I made sure of that . I called her bluff and invited her over and forced her to take a pregnancy test and it was negative.
In her twisted messed up head she had convinced herself that she was pregnant with my child and that we was engaged to be married. She had told her whole family this. I had heard the rumours and confronted Robyn who broke down telling me she loved me and she always would love me and she said that if she couldn't have me she would end her own life. I drove her straight to the doctors she needed help like real help. It turned out she had bipolar and obsessive compulsive disorder.
With the right help, medication and counselling she was sorting herself out. We had agreed between us that her family would never know the truth about her lies and yes everyone thought I was an utter bastard and that is why Bianca is so off with me.
I should of told you sooner Lena and I'm sorry you heard what you did."
I just look at JP stunned. Was this actually for real everything he told me? It seemed pretty far fetched to me.
"Le say something" He said looking at.
"I...I...I don't know what to say" I reply.
"You believe me right" He asks staring at me.
I shrug and reply
"I um don't know what to believe...who to believe...Bianca seemed very convincing"
"Right I see....you don't believe or trust me, now we are getting somewhere...Ok Lena I see how it is get your stuff together we are heading up to Leeds and you can speak to Robyn face to face".
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