TROUBLED (completed) (re-writing)

✖ Authors Note ✖

If you haven't realized, this is the end of the book.

I know, I know, hate me. But don't worry ... There's still the sequel! The sequel is called "Unsettled" who's excited ? 😆

Besides the emotional journey of this story that I would've liked to discuss and clear some things up for you guys, I have something very, very important that I need all of you to read,

TROUBLED is a very dark story as many of you know.
And in this case, my characters self-harmed. But that's not always the answer. In fact, it's never the answer to your problems.

Please do not believe that I encourage self harm, or believe that it's right.
It is a very serious, and scary thing.

I have two things that I can tell you guys, for those of you who have never purposely harmed themselves (in any way) please do not start. Do not even think about it, you will regret it. You might think that you'll be able to stop whenever you want, but you won't. and you will have a scar for the rest of your life. It's not normal. or cool to self harm. And it does not fix anything. If you ever start to consider hurting yourself/starving yourself, please talk to someone. And if you don't have anyone at home, or in school, you can always message me. Seriously.

And to those of you who have self harmed ... first off, I'm sorry. I'm not about to tell you that you need to get help, or talk to your family about it, because you hear that all of the time, don't you?
So I'm going to tell you something that you really need to consider, don't take offense, because I am not meaning to be hurtful.
You need to sit with yourself for a minute, maybe an hour and think about it. What is harming yourself helping? sure, maybe it makes you feel good for a few minutes, but those few minutes of self destruct will forever be there.
You need to think about the life you have ahead of yourself, you need to prove yourself and others wrong. You need to live because no matter what some people might say, you only live once. you have one life ... Don't spend it unhappy. Try, you need to try, wake yourself up. sometimes it's a matter of maturity, you need to find that something within yourself and bring it back to life.

Be you. Be happy. And don't give a damn about what society says. You can eat whatever you want, wear whatever you want, be whatever you want.

What you feel like right now isn't who you are. It's an emotion. It's not you. You need to find you.

Trust me. you'll feel alive again. And that's what you want, right? if not, I kindly suggest that you reach out and get help, it's the only option.

Please try. Please live. Please ...

Be you.