School Keveridge

Secret

Luke Lucas POV

Ever since the bathroom incident with walking in on Laurence and Kier, I haven't been able to take my mind off of Kier like that. He looked so fucking hot. I wonder what it would be like if I was in Laurence's place. What would it feel like to have Kier's hands run through my hair, his labret piercing slightly clanging on my two lip piercings, feeling the metal from his ring around his right middle finger as he touched my skin. Our bodies entangled, our lips moving together in perfect sync. I shouldn't keep my sexuality a secret anymore. I'm going to tell my closest friends and them only. I pick up my cellphone and put in all the contacts I want to tell into a group text.

'Guys I have something I need to say'

'What's up?' One of them texts back.

'I have kept this secret for a while now but, I'm gay' I finally reply after thinking about whether I should tell them or not. No one replies but I can see they all looked at my message. I sit cross legged on my bed staring at my phone screen before putting it aside. Maybe they didn't text back because it's late. That must be why. My mind ponders all the possibilities as I lay down under the covers to try to sleep. I never fall asleep and stay awake all night.